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  • I miss you all!!! My beautiful xanga friends!!! I am sorry I don't have more time...I probibly wont till I get to Chico but I at least wanted to say hi *waves* don't forget me kay!!! God bless you all, you are in m…

  • Today is most likely my last day of work...the new girl we are training will probibly be in my chair by mid afternoon. I don't know if I should be happy or sad...I think maybe a little bit of both is okay. I don't how…

  • Well as today is Friday and I do not usually get to be online over the weekends I thought I should let everyone know what is going on with me!!! Next week starting on Monday I will be busy at work helping to train the pe…

  • I have been feeling for some time now that I needed to make a new account…. I am a new creature in Christ and thusly I felt it was only right to make a new page!!! Also I don’t want anyone to feel obligated to stay subsc…

  • Wednesday, July 20, 2005 The One On One Discipleship program is an intensive twelve to twenty-four week bible study program that teaches newbies like me and even veterans in Christ what it means to …

  • Monday, July 18, 2005 Resisting the urge to write a long update on how I want to get married someday to godly man and have a family. I know, I am pathetic…but it’s true…I do want to get married, preferably b…

  • Sunday, July 17, 2005I love Sundays!!! I wish every day was a Sunday!!! Then I could go to church every day, then do other fun stuff with friends all day long!!! Oh how I LOVE Sundays!!! Okay well I mostly just wanted t…

  • Friday, July 15, 2005TO GOD The depths of my heart are deep and vast the hurts that have been dealt are raw, the light that shines within is bright and though I have been hurt my life is still full of hope. I love you Lo…

  • Thursday, July 14, 2005 Well we made it to and from Chico in one piece!!! I am utterly exhausted…and moderately broke but I get paid on the marrow and I can sleep in just a few more hours. I was thinking of …

  • Tuesday, July 12, 2005Today is so beautiful!!! The sky is blue, my heart is light, my joy is overwhelming!!! I have never been so happy in my life! It’s amazing how living your life for God can change your heart…even if …

  • Monday, July 11, 2005I am so excited!!! Today after lunch I am going to be continuing my extensive study in the Old Testament, 1 and 2 Samuel...then on into 1 and 2 Kings!!! I love The Bible!! It is so awesome!!!! I know…

  • Tuesday, July 05, 2005Well Independence day was a blast!! I hope everyone had a fun/safe day!!! I spent most of it in old town milling about in the crowds talking to people about God. The fireworks were better then I exp…

  • Sunday, July 03, 2005Good morning all!!! Hope you are all having wonderful days! I just thought I would pop on while I had the chance and say hi!!! *waves*Drak has inspired me with his collage to do one of my own...so I …

  • Wednesday, June 29, 2005 They Shall Speak With New Tongues The fallowing words are my struggles in seeking the truth in God’s word…if you be not a Christian and wish to comment please be kind with your w…

  • Tuesday, June 21, 2005A blank page is a beautiful thing…. an open invitation to put ink to page. Expression. Thoughts. Life. God. Love. What is there in this world that does not deserve some attention? Everything at leas…

  • Monday, June 20, 2005 Would you like to play the question game?

  • Sunday, June 19, 2005I want to sing so badly...I want to dance and be on stage...if I could play Christine in Phantom...I think I could die happy...well that and maybe a few other things. Seriously though...aside from Go…

  • Friday, June 17, 2005I have a lot of ideas about my story...just have not been able to organize them sufficiently yet...that’s okay though...all in good time!! I will probably write the next couple of parts out over the …

  • Tuesday, June 14, 2005Chapter 1 continued Once inside the compound Jerrum's heart slowed to a normal pace and his low light vision automatically adjusted to the warm, but synthetic glow inside. His long hair was still da…

  • Monday, June 13, 2005I am so tired....ugh...need more sleep. Will update more latter...when I get a second wind...or some coffee yum!--------------Some lame story, It's gonna take along time to write-----------...hummm..…

  • Thursday, June 09, 2005The mind of a crazy girl...all of the insecurities. neurotic tendencies...and just general stuff that all girls suffer from but don't generally make known in public places. Yeck! I can't hold it al…

  • Tuesday, June 07, 2005Imaginary FriendI saw an old friend yesterday and we walked a ways in the park...we laughed and talked about the old days and how we thought we would never part. We held hands as we walked and thoug…

  • Monday, June 06, 2005Still no Star wars for me...:( Was supposed to go over the weekend but have no phone or internet at new home so no way of contacting friend to go with!!! *pouts* ah well I will manage somehow!I am a…

  • Thursday, June 02, 2005Today is poem day: I am going to go back through some of my old journals and submit some of my oldest written works! So read if you like, and don't if you won't....I really don't mind either way! :…

  • Wednesday, June 01, 2005I am in no rush to find a mate...I can live alone. I don't mind sleeping in the middle of my bed...I don't want to share it with anyone but my stuffed animal friends. I don't mind not having someo…

  • Tuesday, May 31, 2005Working on a new post...will complete by end of day.....Okay so my weekend was full of fun stuff like cleaning, and packing....and more cleaning. I did actually manage some fun...as one must be rewar…

  • Wednesday, May 25, 2005In the solid solitude of night I wept having realized that nothing will ever be the same. Moments are gone...lost forever in the dark...where groping hands can never really find them again. There i…

  • Monday, May 23, 2005For some: I am to much For others: I am to little For some: I stand alone For others: I am not even seen for the crowd around me is to large, or delightful. The eye candy to tempting to bother groping…

  • Monday, May 16, 2005So I am packing for my first move of the summer....I can't believe how crazy life is right now...I got the new job at the bank and now I am moving two a little place for the next two months then movin…

  • Friday, May 13, 2005Oh my gosh you guys...I got the R.A. Position!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!I can't believe I got it!!!!!!!!!! *jumps up and down then does cart wheels* I can't believe I am going to be mo…

  • Tuesday, May 10, 2005Trip to Chico was awesome!!!!! Totally terrifying but totally cool at the same time. I think my interview went pretty good to!! With any luck I should be hearing that I got the position by next week …

  • Thursday, May 05, 2005Welcome all to my world, my place...in my head where everything’s awesome and super spiferifical. no longer working at ept...will be starting new position as bank teller at private credit union just…

  • Tuesday, April 26, 2005I finally found my mom!! She was pretty mad at me for reporting her missing but hey she's the one that disappeared...and I was the one worried. Anyway I am just glad that is over. I love my mom to …

  • Monday, April 18, 2005A full weekend passed and not a word from my mom or even a whisper from the police...I was so afraid last night I barely managed to go to sleep...I kept imagining the police coming to my door and te…

  • Friday, April 15, 2005I have not heard from or seen my mother in three weeks now...which is a really long time considering that she almost always calls at least a couple times a week to ask for money...or food or somethi…

  • Wednesday, March 16, 2005 Say where's Estelle!!!! I miss that game...I miss... Humm strange thoughts and memories today

  • Tuesday, March 08, 2005 Looking for a new job is rough...I have to get a new one by the end of this month because the bank is moving the proof department (my department) out of state. So umm wish me luck!

  • Monday, March 07, 2005 Woot for Carman!!! Tonight's concert is gonna ROCK!!!! I am so looking forward to it! Take care all !!!!

  • Wednesday, March 02, 2005 For nothing is impossible....I continue to try....I will never give up, till the day that I die. I have faith everlasting...or at least I will try not let you down. For if I do, it'…

  • Sunday, February 20, 2005The sky is dark and cloudy, their is a slight breeze in the trees. Sometimes I like life best when I am out alone in the woods...listening to the earth. I like to sit in the branches and day drea…

  • I know what it's like to have an abusive father...my stepfather used to beat me on a regular basis...I was grounded for at least three years...never allowed out of my room except to do dishes and go to school. He never h…

  • Monday, October 18, 2004 This one is better!!! 1. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.2. Am I loveable?3. What makes you feel this way?4. When and how did we first meet?5. What was your first i…

  • My new Xanga!!! It is currently under construction but will be complete later!!

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  • Visit Estelle_May's Xanga Site
    • Name: Estelle
    • Country: United States
    • State: California
    • Metro: Chico
    • Birthday: 10/1/1980
    • Gender: Female
    • Member Since: 7/21/2005

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