I'm not dead, I'm just lazy and busy. Lazy cause the chance I get to type in here I don't do it... and busy cause I have night school now. My B-Day Happened on the 21's last month but my party was on the 19'th. we went to Strike. It's a bowling alley up in cupertino. Very, Very Fun. Black light bowling alleys kick ass. Gabi got me a Cheese shirt that says 'I Like Chocolate Milk.' My parents got me an art table and 40 bucks. Ryan who came to the party gave me 20 bucks. my grandmother gave me a check for 35 bucks. and I have an extra 10 too. YAY! Enough for Fanime! Did I mention My Ex and a new Girlfriend now? but then my real B-day came and we went to red robin'. I got a one piece cake too. ...now onto Halloween.
Lemme explain...
It was fun for a while. I was originally going to be invited to Kayla's Halloween/B-day party,
but Julie invited me first so I went to her's. I was the only anime
character there. I originally wanted to be Crocodile, but I couldn't.
Alas I was Sanji again. No surprise there. but I completed most of his
outfits in the series. I wore the one before skypia and jaya. So My
friends and I went Trick-or-treating again and stopped by Kayla's
house. but before I get to a certain part of this, lemme tell you this.
When Chris got a New GF, I was happy, then disheartened, felt betrayed
(although it was only for a week we went out, he was still my first BF)
Angry and hoped that it wouldn't last long and wondered why not wait
until I was out of school? Then I felt Emo. Not emo enough to hurt
myself of my friends but emo enough to thing things I can't put here
cause they're so sad.He kept showing everyone her picture when he first
announced it. He Knows I'm single again! -_-; but anyway he even cried
cause his mom didn't want him procrastinating on his work like he did
this one time, and that time, she said he wouldn't be able to go on the
date with her. Now I felt kinda bad, but also thought 'you need time
away from her them if you're crying...' I'm evil huh? You can tell me,
I know... I'm sorry. But the next day after turning in his work his mom
said it was alright to go on the date with her. And I thought he talked
about Kingdom Hearts and Naruto too much... Now at the party we walked
in to say 'HI!' and 'Happy B-Day, Kayla!' and I saw his new GF sitting
on his lap... He waved to me as if nothing was wrong, so did I. I knew
his girlfriend from somewhere before but forgot. I went
trick-or-treating with her last year...we then said good bye and went
trick-or-treating again, then I went through the stages of Greif
again...
- Denial (this isn't happening to me!)
- Anger (why is this happening to me?)
- Bargaining (I promise I'll be a better person if...)
- Depression (I don't care anymore)
- Acceptance (I'm ready for whatever comes)
Yeah
I'm stuck on the second D but slowly going into A... but still, Is it
not right to not notice that your girlfriend is on your lap and your ex
is standing there watching? ... on a lighter note, GCS chapter 4 is
up... See ya... 
Comments (1)
Ahhhh! Your birthday! It's really, really late, but.... HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!! Glad you get to go to Fanime, be sure to tell me all about it. My friend said she saw someone at my school with a Cheese shirt like that.... o.o And I have a Strike where I live, blacklight stuff is cool.
Sorry to hear about your ex..... you only went out for a week? I don't think you're evil for thinking what you did. I kinda scare myself sometimes, thinking these really evil thoughts about some people. >.>;; Oh well....
O&O
Sango-chan