I may not have worked out for so long but i can definitely feel it in my abs when i suck in at times. lol Im trying to keep in contact with my sears friends Gloria, Shakari and Glenda because I dont want to abandon friends. Ive learned that when u do that you slowly loose contact with everyone. I have a handful of greaaaaaat friends that arent replaceable. Im just trying to cement my other friendships as well. I feel closest to Gloria...she is like a mother to me now moreso than ever. Shakari and Glenda are good people. I just dont know how long we will keep contact because we are such different people. But I will always remember that they were there for me right before I started this new chapter in my life. Jennifers bday is coming up. Pat asked me if i was going to get her anything...but why would I? I mean if I thought it meant she was going to be unhappy on her bday i would get her something but Im sure doesnt matter either way. I hope she has a good birthday but thats as far as it goes. Shes not a part of my life anymore. As far as friends are now, I still have most of the ones from HS even if we dont see each other too often they still are very close to me. Well i think I should call Diane from Joanns, hang out with Angie some more and start hanging out with Roxanne. I dont make a lot of effort with newer friends. but I will!!! LOL more next time... | 
