my squirrel is goneyes my squirrel has indeed gone away. but i had a fanucking awesome weekend. saturday josh, jon and jubb jubb ( the three j's) came over to visit and drink. ok well two of them didnt but i know a few others who did.  it was nice. i left uncle dannys early because i wasnt having fun getting hit on but middle aged married men. (whose wife was there btw) so i came home to hang out with these guys and we ordered pizza and watched cheesy ghost shows on the discovery channel. and i went to bed early. josh slept on the sofa and jubb slept on the floor. and jon didnt like us enough to stay so he went home (j/k) sunday was just too long of a day at work then a dancefest with the bam that evening. mandi, bam and i donned on our musical costumes and bam and i danced the night away to musical soundtracks. it was great fun but now i have too much junk food left over from the weekend and i keep eating it....*sigh* so i had a very happening weekend, very much fun. and then it was back to the normality that im not really liking. ie, work.... work isnt too bad. just not enough money there, but isnt that typical? i think everyone thinks the same thing. but i think the worst part is when you are at the end of your day and you have a hindi family come in wanting pictures of thier kids and you, trying to make them smile for you, yell "say cheeseburgers!!!!!!"  yes that is my life, open mouth insert foot. at least things with garrett are well. still planning or trying to plan this wedding. he has school, i have work, we get as much done as we can. i'mthinking aout trying to get garretts mom and my mom together some sunday coming up, to go wedding dress shopping or at least look at them. im hoping. having some freaky dreams lately. had another dream that my dad died.. not cool. had one over the summer right around when he almost cut off his fingers at the beginning of thesummer. i told mom that he needs to go get a physical.... ok so thats all folks, im done | 
