Monday, May 05, 2008

  • Next Friday (16th) is graduation day.  I'm really not looking forward to it.  I wish next Friday would never come.  I wish I could just stay in high school my whole life, where it is safe.  I'm scared of living on my own and having to pay bills.  I'm scared of change.  I'm scared to leave everything I've known for 12 years behind.  I feel like I am not good at anything, and everything I do, I will end up failing at.  I feel like I am not capable of making it in life.  I DON'T WANT TO GRADUATE!!!

    This Friday, I have an appointment with Dr. LaHaise my Psychologist.  I wasn't planning on going anymore, but I thought it would be a good idea if I saw her before I graduate, so that I could get out everything I'm feeling and fearing about graduation.  I'm really looking forward to my apt. with her!  I really hope she has some helpful advice and words for me.

    Here are some new pictures of myself, and pictures from prom:

    Much Love To All -Kari XoXoXo

Comments (6)

  • brilliantcorpsemasquerade_xo

    you are tiny. 


    don't worry about whats to come, just let it come, its a lot better than you think it will be I promise.  its okay to be scared, everyone is,  but the freedom of living on your own and being allowed to make your own mistakes and figure out how to fix it is surprisingly enjoyable.  you'll learn a lot, you'll make mistakes...you'll be okay, as long as you listen to yourself.
  • Auddsanna
    You're awesome!

    HEY!


    Guess what I got at my door today! Yep the book and wow now I see what you mean its a lil less perfect, but yep def still readable! TA so much again and I'll of course send it back in the condition its in hehe that sounds funny!


    WOW your soooooo skinny Im envious, like what do you weigh 90lbs... gesshh!


    You look sooooo stunning in that dress... you look like something from Disney/Fairytale... like Cinderella! Beautiful and I WANT TO SEE MORE hehe..


    Well I know your going to do well in whatever you choose to do, may be u feel like your failing cos you have higher expectations than everyone else! But you know that old saying 'when one door closes another one opens' well thats true and Im sure it will be an even better door hehe... like you have so many choices, dont have to conform to school rules, you can be free yay!


    I'll def be sending you something special... hopefully by Friday! Things are busy here too!


    Good luck with your graduation!


    Take care!


    *E HUGS*

  • coffeeBelle

    fuc k youre so tiny.....whats ur weight? are you okay ? i wish i was as skinny as you.


    glad u subbd. i will sub too. i LOVE your site. and you are BEAUTIFUL! take care!


    ileana
  • Auddsanna
    *hugs*

    The book is amazing, she's an awesome writer... and its also funny like with the teachers and stuff and OMG about her parents more so her mom not getting it and calling it a 'situation' OMG... Im like nearly finished well Im up to the part where she's admitted into the hospital after the 'psych' appointment! Her questions too make me laugh only cos when I was that age I was the same and I bascially started when I was 12... although not like her, but wow she got straight into it so young hey!


    Another OMG I was getting your parcel together and I've put in some postcards with piccies to try and make you come over hehe... so YAY and your welcome to stay with me, or like I could call on one of my friends for a 'mate rate' deal with accomodation in the city etc...


    Also guess who is going to Disneyland not this Dec but next, yet with my dance school, maybe we can also catch up there too!


    Well Im all for you coming here, but you know then I wont want u to leave hehe..


    *hugs*


  • running_thin

    hey, thanks for the comment. you are SO thin! my profile picture is one that i drew of myself. all of the running pictures arent me though. i do have some pictures of myself that i posted a while back though.
  • x3_ana_x3_18

    i added you as a friend, just add me back! :)
    your pictures look amazing! and i love your dress
    from prom. loves<33
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