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  • I HATE MY CURVES!!!!! I want them GONE NOW!!! I just want to take a fucking knife and cut them off done to the bone. I know women are suppose to have curves. That's how we are built. But I DON'T want them! I want t…

  • 19 DAYS UNTIL MY LIFE ENDS!!!

    High school graduation is in 19 days (May 16th). I am NOT looking forward to it! I am scared shittless, as I mentioned before. I feel like I'm not capable of making it as anything in life, and I'm not capable of makin…

  • DEPRESSED

  • Look into my life and see all of my pain.Clouds cover my soul and continue to dump rain.Rain comes pouring down, and drowns me in my hurt.I pound my silk-lined box, as they cover it in dirt.Death appears a pleasure, a wa…

  • I'M SO PISSED OFF!!!!!!!!!

    Ok, so I decided I don't want to go to prom with a date anymore, I just want to go by myself. So, I told Adam, (who was my prom date) that I just wanted to go alone. When I told Adam that, my used-to-be friend Sami qui…

  • LONG DEPRESSING POST!!!!

    I keep having these visions where I kill myself by hanging myself on the town bridge. I keep seeing myself jumping off the bridge, with a noose around my neck, and I am dangling from the bridge by my neck. The urge to …

  • Sometimes I think of letting go and never looking backAnd never moving forward so, there'd never be a past.* * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * *I got a heart full of pain, head full of stresshandfull of anger, held in my che…

  • Feeling depressed and suicidal. I'm sick of living, and I don't want to be here anymore. I suck at life, and have nothing to live for.

  • I organized my whole room after school, well, after I took a nap. LOL!!! I felt so crabby and irritated , so I got rid of everything. I took down all my art off my walls because it didn't look like art. It looked lik…

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