Tuesday, September 21, 2004

• "Randomness"

  he said I looked funny.  I said he looked pretty.
  he said I was too goofy.  I said he was just right.
  he wanted to go outside and play.  I wanted to go where ever he wanted to go.
  he hated me because I made him cry.  I hated blueberry pie.
  he didn't care for eskimo kissing.  I wanted nothing more.
  he even said I walked like a penguin.  I even thought I walked like a penguin.
  he wanted nothing more with the world.  I wanted nothing more then the world.
  he admitted he cheated on me.  I admitted I love him.
  

  he was tired of me.  I was tired of me too.
  he thought it would be funny to break me.  I thought it was funny he even tried.
  he said he didn't mean to.  I said I didn't want to.
  he didn't like how I ate my Captain Crunch.  I didn't really care.
  he wondered why I dreamed.  I wondered why he didn't.
  he thought I was crazy.  I thought I was crazy for him.
  he said he didn't love me any more.  I said that could be.
  he even said I smelled funny.  I thought that was me.
  he didn't like how I played with my toes.  I didn't mind it so much.
  he thought I didn't love him.  If only he knew what I really thought.

  he left me so long ago.  I left myself so long ago.
  he said I shouldn't call.  I said I'll call.
  he said I was the worse thing that ever happend to him.  I said he was the best thing that ever happen to me.
  he cried when I said goodbye.  I cried when you said you didn't love me.
  he walks by now.  I walk by just to say hi.
  he tells people things about me.  I tell wonderful things about him.
  he really hates me.  I really hate me too.
  he says he never loved me.  I say I'll always love you...

  .
  BCJ © Septmeber 21, 2003

  Lets just say, this day was one of those weird weird days.  Notice that this was written exactly a year ago.  Oh how much has changed since then, its amazing what life does to you day in and day out.

  Love,
  B
  

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