Thursday, March 11, 2004

  • Ow Ow!  Look who just walked into the building!  Yep yep!
    *end cocky rant*
    So how are things with everyone?  Been busy I'm sure?  My life has been a little hectic as of late.  I'm excited though because I'm going home tomorrow for a couple days to chill with the rents, friends, and maybe a few others.  Really been swamped with random class crap and having so much to do.  It really gets old fast.  Really fast.  Most of the time I spend large amounts of my time revamping whether or not a single firm can really effect a market or some statistical crap that makes my eyes bleed when I look at it.  *shivers*

    Its cold here again.  A week ago it was 60 degrees outside, and today its back at its meeger 29 degrees.  Its so cold that my nose hairs are stiff from the cold weather.  Its so mindblowingly stupid.  Yet its suppose to be an awesome week next week and I really can't wait until the weather does get nice because then my procastination reach's new heights, all because I don't want to be inside on such a nice and wonderful 75 degree weather day.  Who wouldn't want to be outside... well besides my professors.  But they could use a dose of Viagra too, so thats all.  Haha!  I can see it now, "In other news, a college in Iowa started sponsoring Viagra to its male and female professors to enrich their daily love lives."  That would be just awesome.  Speaking of awesome weather, how do students that live in Santa Barbara, like my friend Patrick, ever make it to class?  Its always nice there, never a dull moment of too much heat or too much cold... its ALWAYS 75 degrees and he brags about it to me EVERY day.  GAH!  Why didn't I think of that when I was applying for schools.  Oh thats right, I just wanted to be in a school not thinking of the emotional and physical pain that would later follow walking to class when its -14 degrees outside.  God damn!

    I talked to Josh again last night.  NOT the Josh that is my ex but the one that I became friends with when I was in New York a long long time ago.  It was so amazing to talk to him again.  And what was really surprising was that he said that he was sad that we don't talk as much as we used to, because he missed me!  Seriously, this kid is hot stuff.  Amazingly smart, funny, and intelligent but also just so much like me.  Probably the main reason why I fell in love with him in the first place.  We spent a summer together, not dating but as mutual friends, and I have to say that was one of the most exciting times in my life and he really made me the outgoing gay guy that I am, plus when I saw him when I was in New York my heart was like "WHOA".  I am so going to marry him, LOL.  And whats even worse is that he is so great looking, wants me, and only lives 1200 miles away.  Yeah, only 1200 miles away.  Once again I fall in love with a man that is a gazillion miles away from me, but one of these days I won't be far from that dream guy and we'll get hitched!  He said he is going to come visit me this summer too, so this summer should be so sweet!

    I aced my Economics exam yesterday.  Just blew it out of the water.  I think I even made God jealous.  I was so proud of myself.  I really was worried about that exam and it was nice to get it over with.  Its always nice to just get things out of the way.  Speaking of the devil, I did a lot of deep self reflection in the previous week and I came to the conclusion that I just have to wait for whats to come to me.  I know I could never really be 100% patient but I have to make a stride to become one who is or else I'll never get my dream guy.  Over the course of my relationships that I have had I have just realized that I need to learn more about myself and indeed I have over and over again.  I'm suprised that in the general arena of my life I haven't become a stupid moron again and fell in love for all the wrong reasons but luckily I met Adam and he helped me with some things, some realizations, some self-taught likelihoods that needed to be taken care of.  Kudos to you Adam, my heart friend.

    I've been trying to work out every day ( or about six times a week) so that I can be at my premium weight level again.  Running is such a bore.  Really, I used to love it in highschool but now it just seems like the most obnoxious and hopeless thing on the planet.  I really struggle to run for 25-30 minutes sweating my ass off all to get something out of it... and what am I getting out of it, NOTHING... well now at least!  God, if only I could be sixteen again and have the body I had and have it at this present time.  There wasn't an ounce of un-needed fat on that body.  *sigh*  I'll get there again, just give me a month or two.  Plus I really have to start watching what I eat because i'm getting past that phase where I can't eat everything I want, and yikes maybe it won't be so many Wendy's trips... *dies*  That atkins diet has got to be the hardest thing in the world, because that would just kill me, not being able to eat anything that I really like.... Yikes!

    Ok, I have to go study for my next test and get some stuff done.  I hope all of you are doing really well and having a wonderful time, and I hope you are going to have a fun spring break!  Much needed I'm sure!  Love.

    Bri

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