Monday, March 22, 2004
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A post from this summer. Brings such awesome memories back. Wish it could be that way again.
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Fazzled with my nizzled wizzle...
Idle. A definite word in the mind of asperation. Indeed, I sit here with enough idleness to baffle even myself. The last two or three days have left me with different feelings... some of loneliness, some of great pride in myself and others, and of what to do next. I now lie about 31 miles outside of NYC, on an island that many know of but are too stupid to recongize with out me pointing it out. Traveled here by car while hitting 7 major cities in 8 different states in three days. Taken aback by the endless boring hills of some states, and the ever reminding fields of corn of others. Along with a friend I learned a lot about myself and him, and more importantly grew as a better person because of it.
Shocking is a word that describes how I feel right now. Because I'm not even sure how I got out here or what my true dreams were when I first realized that I was coming out here, but I can't seem to grasp (yes, as in I'm going to grasp your bluging penis because I hate you) the fact that I'm out here. Where I go from here and where I travel is a question I can not answer now, nor tomorrow, but maybe the next day. Of all the mixed emotions I have of being in a place where I know little about the people, or the location, I still stand tall wondering if I can make it. Yay for sophicated minds!
My little bit of advice for myself... Conquer what you can Brian, learn from what you can not, and lead by a frame of mind you have always had... that of heart."
That last line i've moved away from. Time to reaffirm it.
Bri
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