Wednesday, June 09, 2004

  • "Where the frick do I begin...?"

    Hi.  Been a long long while, huh?  God, the time flies when you are having fun.  I swear this year has been one for the ages.  Never in the history of Brian *remembers the movie 'Life of Brian'* have I experienced such chaos with happiness.  I seriously think that now that I've reached the age of twenty two my life will never again slow down.  At a rate of five hundred miles an hour I have done more traveling, studying, driving, dating, laughing, crying, bitching, running, cleaning, and whatever the fuck else you can end with a "-ing".  Literally, this whole life thing becomes a blast once you get some things sorted out in your head.  So... where to begin...?

    School was pretty must the low point of my year.  Seems to me that school always happens to get in the way of where my life wants go leaving me stranded in a foreign waste land with the only motivation keeping me there is to finish the damn task I already started.  My parents say that I will get whatever I want when I graduate, but I feel this is more a parental loving method then a real world analysis of what could and will happen.  Although my grades were fantastic for the year, I was nothing but bored the whole time I was in Iowa.  God put Iowa in the United States just to give hope to midwestern folk by allowing them to send all there retarded people to Iowa.  Me being one of them.  Damn the chinese man who told me that Iowa would be a good fit for me!!!  Blah, one more year!  One more year and then I can live where ever I want while collecting my welfare check!  YAY!  God bless the democrats!!!

    Oh yeah, I'm in Chicago.  Sorry if I forgot to tell you.  I'm there working for an internship with a friend of my mom's and I really am loving what I'm doing.  If this goes as well as I think it will, I probably will end up doing something close to what I'm doing now.  My mom does the same thing and makes a huge amount of money.  So why not, eh?  I'm actually living in Palatine but that is very close to Chicago and just about everything else.  My job is pretty much running around chicago trying to get people to buy something that my client has already showed them.  I get paid comission for closing the deal that they did.  Which really adds up after a long period of time.  So hence, I'm very happy about my job right now.  Only drawback is that it takes about 60 days for me to see that comission money... so I am stuck eating rice and beans until I get paid... hehe (whatever).

    My friends back in Iowa and Minnesota are driving me a little insane.  They seem to notice that I'm not there so they are causing all sorts of problems for me to have to deal with when I'm NOT even the one starting the whole process.  Mild drama can be hard to deal with when you are 500 miles alway from them.  But after this weekend I think I managed to clear up enough confusion for the rest of the summer and allow for my salivation down here in Chicago, and quiet possibly the rest of the world.  Plus its amazing what you learn about your friends when you get down to the really nasty stuff and start to really see who they are.  I still love them.

    Hold on there perverted numnuts of the planet mars!  This man no longer is fetching lily's out of ponds.  Thats right.  I've been happily dating some one for a while now.  Let me begin with this:  I met a boy about a year and a half ago.  Who went to school in some far off place.  We talked a lot on the internet (what a great way to get to know someone *sarcism*).  Last summer we were suppose to meet, but things got complicated and confusing and well that never happened.  Then in march we met at a Pride thing at my university.  We had a great time.  Things went so great that I asked him if I could spend the night at his place and he let me.  I did.  He dated some guy when he went back to school, and then that didn't work out.  He came to me and we started talking about the possiblity of starting something this summer since I got an internship in chicago (more to come on that).  Well... we've been dating for a while now and I wouldn't say that there isn't anything that I find "quivical" about him.  My time with him really makes me want to spend more with him and I have a great time hanging out with him and his amazing friends.  I mean these people might even compete for my friends.  For all you heterosexuals out there, Meg is probably one of the prettiest girls I've seen in a while.  She is top notch.  And I love her personality.  Andrew is a questionable guy, but I think chris is gay even though none of them will let me talk about it with them.  And Amy is just a fag hag.  Great friends with his great mind/body and personality make him  a big time keeper.

    But enough about that.  Lately I've been watching the whole Ronald Reagan Funeral thing, and I'm collecting what I once remembered about the old man.  I may have only been 8 or younger when he was a president, but the man did so much for a country and my parents talk so highly of him that it kind of rubs off on me.  I got a little teary eyed, but not enough to convert me to a compassionate republican.  Morgan would kill me.  I was just thinking, "Wow, that is really how I would like to go out."  But I'll have to become president, do something amazing, or have a lot of money.  I think its door C, and since I"m a white gay boy I have a good chance at making more money then any one else, according to Morgan (Who has an even better chance then me because he is a gay, white, JEWISH male!)  This is the stuff we talk about in the car ride and such.

    Well.  I think its time to depart for another month and a half.  I hope you all are having a great and wonderful summer and I miss a lot of you very much.  Take care and keep kickin'.

    Bri


    Best Away Message ever: 

    "Every now and then when I'm strapped for cash, I like to slip on a skirt, tie my penis between my legs and head down to the docks for a little 'hustling.'"

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