October 23, 2003 Fri Sunny
the following was written down during Weather and climate lesson.. right after econ class)...
66.5歷史性新低........
4 個midterm, 炒3個.. 唔係我所唸得到..
可能係程度唔同, 讀o既科深o左,
可能係心態唔同, 給自己壓力唔夠..
但係我同4.0GPA o既夢想越行越遠..
但我始終未能相信我只有66.5分o既事實.
真係唔可能有oD gum o既事, 真係好晤開心...
相信在這一段時間都唔會好開心
連番打擊從未試過
比以前A-math 拿32分(全班最低)仲傷心
至少都mo 喊過, 唔開心,唔開心
勁depressed. 有oD 想死o既感覺..
Ai..............................
第一次可以考midterm gum 差.
第一次一條30分o既題目,只有5分o既進賬
第一次可以係班房裡面, 都可以喊.
第一次可以在短短5分鐘喊3次, 然後收聲3次 (點解見到gum多人ga)
好多人會話一次midterm, 晤緊要, 我都識安慰人啦
但其實係過晤到自己個關.
晤係晤可以補救
但係此時次刻,有oD無地自容.
真係好down, 化悲憤為力量人人都識講,
做唔做得到又係另外一件事,
突然間,覺得好辛苦,有oD 比壓得透唔到氣,
總之一句講sai
" 好唔開心呀"
~~好想喊多幾次
After being ging grey,... still grey.. ngng.. went back to my room... talking to my parents... crying.. (apparently they have nothing to say except saying a liitle mistake is not a big deal).. ngng,, sort of become better..
did my translation for classical chinese midterms.. ngng..
went to Museko, don't know y.. I can cry in whereever I want today.. ai..... so ... mo loi...
went to col lib dicussing about our midterms.. have a lot of uncertainties.. need to find TA as soon as possible.. she is going to be really busy on Monday.. haha... ng. we finish at about 11:45.. same time as the lib closed.. (really mo loi to do hw on Friday night)..
went back to the dorm..have some nice chat to people.. Ah Chung, from the begining till now.. your impression to me is still the same.. talking to you are just so comfortable.. ..
went to Jason's place at 1:30am.. yeah.. sort of late.. haha..oh well.. he is just half block away from me.. so.. who cares.. Felix and Erica were also there.. we play the card games, Big 2.. maybe this morning, i am too unlucky.. tonight.I have a really good luck.. seriously.. you can't believe how good is my cards.. I got three 2 in four games.. and on average more than two 2 in the whole entire game..
From the score sheet.. we play 20 games in total. win 9 games, 4 games of losing by 1 card, 3games by losing 2 cards, 1 game by losing 3 cards and 3 times by losing 6 cards..
In additon, I got 2 times that I have four 2s. One time ( without any 2 and As), I fried all three of my opponents 4 times 13.. Last game, I fried them all again..so happy..
the final result
Jason 133
Felix 207
Katy 31
erica 128
this is the first time I can win that much.. not to be inch, but you guys can't deny that I got a lot of luck tonight.. this is like my first time to get so many 2s in one night..
Hope good luck be with me.. stay out this sadness.. I know I will get out of it soon... hahaha,. i feel like I already step out half of my step.. hehehe.... | 
