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Wednesday, March 22, 2006

Faith rather than Evidence

 

   Boy was I surprised when I went to my first AA meeting. They took me up to the Serenity Room to interview me to see if I was in the right place then give me a little introduction to the program. When they were finished they took me downstairs to the meeting in progress. In the meeting, they were talking about the Eleventh Step, they were talking about praying to God. I didn’t have a clue about the God thing. At the end of the meeting the got up and said the Lord’s Prayer. I couldn’t join in, I didn’t know the words. It would take me quite a while to figure out the spiritual program. I don’t think that was a problem. I was just trying to go to meetings and not take the first drink in the first few months.

   Today thanks to AA and a religiously - spiritually orientated wife and in-laws, I have advanced from those early days of shock to a conception of God that I am fairly comfortable with and depend on to sustain me. And like We Agnostics suggests, it is mostly based on acceptance rather than understanding, faith rather than evidence. God is and will remain a mystery to me but His presents I can intuitively and periodically physically, mentally and emotionally sense. More often I can see with my own eyes the evidence of His hand in my affairs and the affairs of others. AA is the focal point of this spiritual contact, it is a crucible of spiritual and human interaction.
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"...I can intuitively and periodically physically, mentally and emotionally sense [God's presence]. More often I can see with my own eyes the evidence of His hand in my affairs and the affairs of others."

Those are two deeply profound and relevent sentences for me. I have been living this for the past few months and am growing into a level of existence that I did not think was possible and certainly not achievable. I ask in my prayers that I can become worthy of the love of God and my family.

That is my goal. For today, I may be given a glimpse of that goal, by the Grace of God.
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