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Name: Jarrod
Country: United States
State: Missouri
Metro: Springfield
Birthday: 9/26/1979
Gender: Male


Interests: Music has always been a main interest of mine. Other things would include video games, computers and audio tech work. Lately I've been focusing on God and what He has for me. Something that I should have been doing a long time ago. Something that I shouldn't ever lose sight of...J
Expertise: Hmm, I don't really know if I'm an expert at anything. I can make some weird noises and faces. I'm pretty good at things concerning music and professional audio. And I work on and build computers all of the time...J
Occupation: Other
Industry: Construction


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Sunday, September 28, 2008

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Sunday, September 14, 2008

THIS!!!




Is what it's really all about. No begrudgingly clapping hands here...J




Thursday, September 04, 2008

  The amount of faith it takes to trust in God that He'll be there for you to answer your prayers... how much faith does that take? I mean, if we were to put it to scale. Now I know that it'd be different for each person, because we all trust on different levels, but would there be a range that would be considered, "FAITH". How would it be measured? How would it be controlled? The Bible talks about having Faith the size of a mustard seed.

So if it were to ride on such a small amount of Faith, then why do we, as Christians, have such a hard time doing so? Is it that we've had pressed into us so much the need to be, "independent" or "self-sufficient" or "Free" even? How about we call it what it truly is for the majority of us... "self-serving" or "selfish". Doesn't God call us to be messengers for Him? To do HIS works, not ours. We're so screwed up on being self reliant that we've forgotten what it's all about, HIM. GOD... No wonder we can't trust Him most of the time. We don't even trust ourselves with some things in our lives. I'm reminded of the story of the Isrealites being in the wilderness and hungry. So God provided for them by raining manna from Heaven, gave them all that they would need every day. But there were those that wouldn't trust God, wouldn't believe that He would consistantly provide for His children. So they gathered more then they needed for that day, stored it away, hoarded it. And what did they find when they returned to their spoils? MAGGOTS


Now answer me this? What do you think we'd be like if God rained money down every day? And we were to only take what we needed for that day alone. No more. Do you think you'd trust God to provide you every day with what you need? To take care of the things that we can't see, but he can? Or would we gather more than what we needed? Hoard it away? I'm certain that there are things far worse than maggots that would infest our stash then.

I'm not really sure where I'm going with this other than this one simple statement...

I want to trust God completely.

I don't want to question Him the way I do, especially after asking Him to help me and provide for me. I don't want to look to Him and call upon Him, then once I've finished my prayers go to the bank and take out a loan, or ask a friend for some money, or sell myself for cash or whatever. I want to KNOW that God's there. Taking care of me. Helping me along the way, providing for His child and guiding me as I walk the path that He's set before me. I don't want to waste the time He's given me to do his work, to work hard for money that won't follow me to Heaven when I die. How foolish men like Pharaoh must have been to think that all the riches he was buried with would be with him in the afterlife. If you believe in the spiritual as I do, do you really see material possessions coming along for the ride when we die? Ya, didn't think so. Like we'd need them in Heaven... Hmm... Like we need them on earth...J


















There! :P


Tuesday, September 02, 2008



This is for Andrew. Now we know... Solid Snake, is the father of John Conner...J



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