| LoveDriving around clearing my head....all these thoughts just keep racing through....all these feelings i have is because i have fallin in love....in love with everything i have ever wanted .now i just have decide......!Im so lost.....i just dont know wat to do. i Keep hoping for the best and i never gave up.....but now im to the point that anything is possible. i dunno....things happen for a reason ....but i thought maybe this time....... later.... |
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| ~!THOUGHTS!~Life is to short to worry about the little things......its too short to regret stuff. when you hold things in it can eat up but wen u let it out then it can start things. Holding on to stuff that means somthing to you is wat makes life worth trying.....having somone you can say you love or have loved was worth all the pain and tears that came with it. Being able to hold your head high and not show pain is one way of hiding it but wen your to open up and show the real you .....then thats wen you know you found somone special. somone that your not afraid to tell things or somone that your not scared to hold on to.....that somone....that special person....is wat makes your life so much better than wat it was......
!I LOVE SAMANTHA NEALE! |
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If you read this and you know me then you will know who i am talking about. if this is who im talking about then ....LISTEN!
not everything in life comes easy. stuff isnt just always laid in front of you for you to take... except for wen i met you. from that first night i had a new feeling....another reason to keep trying for wat i want. not just another girl to have fun with ....not just somone to say things to so that i could get watever. YOU.....on the other hand have made me feel somthing that i thought was to far out of reach. the way we kissed that first time....made me wonder if it was real. then the night you made that wish...wen i took that eye lash off your cheek..... you closed your eyes. as soon as you closed your eyes i knew wat it was....i knew wat your wish was.....you sat there just as scared and nervous as i was....not able to find the courage to say it. as soon as it came out...my heart pounded like its never done before.....stubbling on the words.... i said " I LOVE YOU TO"! Not realizing at the time how much i truly meant those words. sitting there looking you in the eyes...watching you fight back the tears....thinking about how lucky i am to have fallin for such a perfect girl. The biggest brown eyes....softess lips....a girl with a heart big enough to love me. Here i was with all this in the palm of my hands... and i lost it. i scared you off with my heart still in your hands. i never once cried about a girl... never once felt my heart break....then it happened. not a day would go by that i didnt want you back....that somthing didnt remind me of you...that wen i read the notes that you wrote me that i didnt fight back tears from pouring out.....! wen we went our sepperate ways for a while....i got depressed. trying to find somthing to take my mind off you but i couldnt. even wen i tried dating somone i always would catch my self thinking about you...! just wen i thought that i was never gona see you again....i sent that text...just wondering if you would say anything back....and you did. at 3:15 in the morning....on a friday night....i gto a text.....it was you. more nervous than anything...i sent you another one back ....hoping that you still had the slightest bit of feelings for me. wen you started telling me how you felt and the dreams....and the hope that i still cared for you....my eyes swelled up with tears. wat i once thought i could never have again...i felt like maybe there is a chance. maybe love does happen for a reason....maybe wat we went through made wat we have for each other stronger. every minute i have with you baby makes me thank god for giving me another chance...for not letting you loose the feelings that we had. I say the same prayor every night not knowing if its going to be answered but hoping that it does....i ask god to please bring my baby back to me.... to let me love her and respext her the way she deserves.... to let her not get sacred again and run off with my heart......to love me as much as I LOVE YOU!
Peace ~HAWAII~
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I LOV HER>>> more than she ever knows. i havnt stopped thinkin about her... not one minute goes by
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Shorter than me
Brown eyes ( Caugh).....Big brown eyes!!!!
Curly hair in a pony tail (caugh)
Pointy nose.....lol
Gorgeous smile.......
good personality
like too drink ALOT of budweiser.....yez sir!!!!
A girl that can take ur heart and do somthing with it that u thought u would never find in a life time.......thats my girl!!!!!
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