| Is life ever normal? Is there ever a time where everything is going right? Is there a time where it doesn't feel like something is going wrong? I just want to run away, far away and get away from all the drama and craziness of everything, my family, my job, my health issues, everything. But, I realize, it's not that easy. There is so much going on right now that it was stressing me out so much to the point that I hadn't started my period when I was supposed to. I know, too much information, but, it's true. Anyways... So, yeah... work stuff... wow, I am so annoyed with work right now, it's not even funny. So, one of the ladies that has only been working there probably 4 weeks, maybe not even that long came in last Wednesday night to tell us that she's not coming back to work. So, that is not the only thing about that that was not good... last week was vacation week... so, we have all the elementary school kids there, all of us teachers are being bounced around all week trying to fill in for teachers that aren't there, and, this lady, Joyce, was only there on Monday. She came in Wednesday night, after being outta work for 2 days already cuz her and her kids were sick, she was getting her paycheck and told me and our boss that she wasn't coming back to work. So, she had HORRIBLE timing there... so, now my boss is stuck trying to find someone to fill that position without any warning whatsoever, and, I am the one that was in the nursery with her, so, I hafta get used to working with someone new, just as I was getting used to working with her. So, it's been wicked fun at work! Yeah, right. So, yeah, that's the fun of work. Now, the wonderful stuff that is happening to me healthwise... So, for a while now, like a week and a half, I have been having pains near my left ovary. And, I went to a doctor last Thursday (my first time to an Obgyn) and I was wicked nervous. She told me that it sounded like a cist, but, one that came with my cycle, so, after I was done with my period the pain was supposed to go away. So, it's most likely a cist. I have an appointment on the 10th, they are going to do a more specific exam and everything. The doctor told me that if it was a cist, then, she would put me on Birth Control. Which is kinda iffy, but, I will do whatever I can as long as I don't need surgery. So, yeah, it's really stressful to not know what is going on with your body, when, you know it's something somewhat serious, or something not normal cuz you know what it's like every time you have your period, and, this is the first time in your life that something like this has happened. It was really scary for me. I was like talking to everyone asking their opinion, mommy, Steve's mom, Susan, Tina, whoever I could talk to. Thankfully it's definitely getting taken care of next Tuesday. Anyways... so, yeah... Steve and I are going to Illinois next Weekend!!!!!! That's soooo exciting. We are getting away together, kind of alone. It will be so nice. We are going to a wedding, the friend that actually introduced the 2 of us, which, is neat. It's really special to the 2 of us. So, yeah... I guess that's it for now. I will write more in another update soon, I promise! I love you all!
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