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It's been exactly one month. No word from her. I feel so bad for my Dad! I wish he could stop thinking about all this crap. I wish he could go on with his life. Me & Len have been acting and pretending for so long …
k so I gotta write that paper. and I get paid a bill this weekend to sit and watch a reception hall for derektv's bro's wedding. woohoo! k bye.
k so then I studied anatomy. and i aced that biatch! But I had to leave my game 2 innings into it, well it coule have been at least another inning or so if the ump hadnt showed up so damn late. Then I get the horrible ne…
HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY TO MY DEAREST ROOMMATE SEXICA!!!! YAY! we went out to dinner to celebrate last night at TGI Fridays. it was good. I had fun. then we came back and I was SUPER tired, and went to bed around midnight. …
so thursday night I got Linda to go out with me! yay! And we got another girl to go out with us. Poor thing, that girl needs to leave her horrible boyfriend. She's so nice and cute & can get PLENTY of guys instead of…
Ok so I've been coming to a revelation these past few days. For a few years now I have been a "non-practicing Catholic". I didn't go to Church cuz I didn't want to be surrounded by people who weren't whole-heartedly pray…
I feel much better. I woke up too late for work. Dad calls cuz Len won't get outta bed. I come home to help the situation. Let her sleep for another hour, go to my doctors appointment cuz my ear/throat has been buggin …
I have officially lost my flipmode side of the family. I go over to emma's house, simply ASKING where my Mom was and why she had lied to my sister, then she blows up, attacks me saying I was attacking her, tried to kick…
so yeah i woke up too late for work. again. oops? ugh I hate that! Then I headed to SM to let them know about the stolen stuff. Then I went to social security, but it was going to take forever and I had to meet Rosie for…
k so I didn't wake up till 2pm! oops? then went to my house, ate, and then watched a little bit of grease. then came to my room, then went back to my house, took Len to Target, then went on a pretend mission to find a sf…
thursday: k so I didnt have to take my anatomy exam till after my game. so i slept after work, studied a lil and headed over to play Lodi. we got spanked. all in one inning. ugh. i wanted to set up some individual practi…
i love pure black coffee. i feel kinda bipolar cuz like im all happy and hyper today, even tho i only got 2 hours of sleep last night cuz i was studying. woohooo! k bye.
grrr I want nothing more than to just hold my sister until she hurts no more. I don't want her to feel any pain. I don't want to feel any pain, but I don't want her to feel more than I don't want myself to feel. I'd…
k so, CONGRATULATIONS TO MY WONDERFUL GIRLS WHO KICKED STINKIN' LINCOLNS ASSSSSSSSSSSSSS!!!!!!! YAY!!! oddly enough, a certain someone is on vacation from the team, and I do believe that has a lot of positive affect on …
GRRRR!!!!!!!!!! SOME ASSHOLES BROKE INTO MY CAR AND STOLE MY WALLET!!! they broke my small window where my norcal sticker was and then all my doors were unlocked. THAT MEANS THEY WERE IN MY CAR!! THEYRE DIRTY BASTARD A…
jonathan finally wrote back. apologized for not writing since its hard for him to get online, then said he'll call me asap or I could call him at some number he gave me. I'm SO not calling him. k asshole better call soon…
k so Happy Easter! we got len a lefty glove and then we went to the beach. it was sooo nice. but then a bit of tension kind of ruined it. but then yeah. I think today was kinda well, tension filled. It's so hard on al…
k so the drive to Napa was uhh...crazy not cool for me at first cuz I wasn't used to those roads nor the damn van. then we lost both games. grrr! we had the WORST umpire the first game. OMG I swear! so like a ball hit to…
unfortunately for me, it's taken me a little bit longer than it should have for me to realize what great friends I really do have. I mean, duh, Jess, and Anne, Eil, all TCOF, but here at school, I never realized. This m…
k so I slept through my alarm. I never heard it! and then I woke up feeling crapp cuz I woke up so late. Then me & Jess got some jamba & Noahs and then went to class . I got a B- on that paper, but a D- cuz it wa…
k so then I went to practice and it was ok. But this time I worked with the girls on their batting. and OMG no wonder we're not scoring anymore! I need to work with them more often on their batting cuz it is very much l…
I finally finished my damn paper. at 5am this morning. Then there was no way I was going to make it thru the day on 2 hours of sleep, so of course I slept through work. Then I went to CPK with boston Mark cuz I haven't s…
so I was falling asleep last night when suddenly my paper started writing itself inside my head, so I had to wake up and write it all down. So I've got an introduction and I know what 3 main points I want to compare. So …
K so I went to start my paper thursday night, couldn't hold in the tears instead and went to my meditation spot to cry for a while. Woke up too late for work. Ate, picked up Len, got in huge fight while driving home. Fin…
ok first and foremost, I LOVE MY SISTER. I LOVE MY DAD. I LOVE MY MOM. now secondly, I FUCKING KNOW THAT I AM JUST LIKE MOM. I KNOW THAT I ACT LIKE HER, LAUGH LIKE HER, TALK LIKE HER, LOOK LIKE HER, WALK LIKE HER, SMIL…
still haven't written that paper yet. I figured, it's already 2 days late, what's another day. I need to talk to my professor. And I had no motivation to do it. I'll get it done today. I have more time this evening. I d…
Still haven't written that paper yet. Still mad. My Bachi wasn't as comforting as I had hoped. I mean she tries. And there's not much she can say or do in this situation. I mean, my Mom probably has real wrongs in he…