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Name: Kiri
Birthday: 5/7/1989
Gender: Female
Interests: Being with friends, the internet, reading, watching House and 24, writing, music, singing, driving, swimming, eating, and now... dieting.
Expertise: Bull Shit. Yes, I am amongst the elite writers of bull shit, and it comes in very handy during English. lol.
Occupation: Executive
Industry: Art
Message: message me
Website: visit my website
Member Since:
12/26/2005
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| WOW... well, today is that day I've been waiting for. One of my bestest friends EVER flies in tonight. I'm soooo excited.
As far as the dieting goes, I've really been 'off again on again'..
nothing really steady, but I'm trying to watch what I eat without
making myself miserable. I'm going to try and start posting again...
but I've had a craaazy hectic schedule and if it weren't for spring
break (now) I probably would've been away even longer. I don't get home
until late-ish most nights, and then I've got homework... and I've been
spending a lot more time with my friends than I used to, so at least
I'm more active... right? Meh. Sorry I've been un-faithful.
I can't even give an update on the weight-situation... much to my
dismay, I went into my parent's bathroom the other day to 'weigh-in'
and the scale was gone.  I'll have to ask
my mom about that one... the majority of my family is overweight, so
maybe she didn't like it lurking about... but I want it back... NOW!
Lol... so we'll see about that soon enough.
I'm glad to see that you guys are still on track, for the most part... keep it up!!
<3 Kiri
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| I haven't really been doing that great. I've not really been feeling
well, so I haven't eaten much... but the things I've eaten have been
pretty high up there... and then now that I'm feeling better I haven't
really changed what I've been doing.
Tomorrow I'm back on the diet and I'm sticking with it. My friend is
going to fly out to visit me on the 22nd and I want to have something
worth showing her.
I'm glad you guys are still doing well, for the most part. Keep it up!!
<3 Kiri
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| Ahhh... I've been running busy for the past couple days and I haven't
had time to update, but I did write down my intake on paper... so here
goes nothing:
Friday 2/24:
Breakfast: 2
-chips ahoy 100 cal pack
Lunch: 4
- chips ahoy pack 2
- cheez it pack 2
- water
Snacks: 10
- 1/2 a cookie (2nd hour): 1
- mozza sticks: 9
- diet cherry limeade (sonic): 0
Dinner: 10
- girlled chicken salad: 4
- french fries (they put them on my salad, I know wtf?! but I'm counting them seperately): 3
- 1 potato skin (appetizers): 2-3
- Diet Coke: 0
Total: 26/28 pts
Saturday 2/25
Breakfast: 10
- 2 Granola Bars: 10
- Water
Lunch: 8
- chocolate ice cream w/ lime -sugarfree- jello and
whipped cream: 3 (??) (I was volunteering, and the lady offered us some
of the sugarfree jello that she was giving to the residents... it's an
assisted living place... and she said she'd put some sugar free ice
cream in it too to make it taste better. I was like okay... figuring
she would put vanilla, right? no... she put chocolate. It was effing
nasty, so I dumped most of it when she wasn't looking)
- salad: 1-2
- bread: 3
Snacks: 10
- Chocolate (I've been eating waaay too much of this
lately... it's almost easter and we have a LOT of candy around the
house.): 8-10
Dinner: 14
- Red Robin Burger: 8-10
- Fries: 3-4
Total: 42/28 ... shit.
- 14 flex points.
(- 2.5 points remaining)
Sunday 2/26-- weighed in late in the day (just now) after I've eaten a
lot... 241.5... I'm not up, and I'm not down. So hopefully if I weigh
in at the right time next week, I'll have lost something. I guess it's
better than gaining. I haven't been doing very well.. and I NEED to
exercise.
Breakfast: 12
- 2 fruit roll ups: 2
- ham/egg/cheese english muffin sandwhich-- my mom made: 10 (?)
Lunch: 13
- A few chips w/ cheese: Maybe 3
- Chocolate. (I'm effing done with this after today,
I'm taking my stash to school and passing it out. Let them be fucking
fat.): 10 ish
... I have 3 points left for the rest of the day, and my gma is making
sweet and sour. Ugh. Good thing is, I won't be too far over... he's
diabetic so everything is with splenda and whatnot...
Dinner:
Total:
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I'm fed up with wanting a boyfriend. I do sooo bad... and I'm jelous
that all my friends are having MY dreams come true... but you know
what? Good for them. If I can't be happy with myself, I can't expect
someone else to be. I'm going to work on that. Getting to be who I want
to be, and being happy with that person that I'll be.
Thanks for your comments ladies, sorry that I've been inconsistent!
<3 Kiri
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| Yay! Another good day... well emotions-wise. I made some pretty iffy
choices with food after school, but I'll see how it all plays out...
Breakfast: 5
Granola Bar... with chocolate on it =\
Lunch: 4
Cheez it pack: 2
Chips Ahoy pack: 2
Water
Snacks: 5
Popsicle: 1-2 (?)
Some Chocolate: 3
1 tater tot: not even 1...
Dinner: 9
Beef Stew: 5
2 slices of bread: 4
Total: 23/28 (Lol... okay, what was I worried about?)
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I have a question...
There is this guy... who (I think) is interested in me... he trys to
talk to me all the time at school and online... and I made the mistake
of giving out my cell phone number and now he's texting me. The problem
is... I'm not interested in him AT ALL. He's not my type in the
slightest way shape or form... he's dumb as a rock. He 'hypothetically'
asked me out a few days ago... and I said no, but he's like not giving
up.
... How do I tell him to back off? I feel really bad being rude about
it, because I know how bad it feels to be rejected... but I'm not going
to lie about it and pretend I'm interested. I'm not, and chances are
that I won't ever be. I can't have a relationship with someone that I
can't even have a complex conversation with. =\ (This also makes
subtlely -sp- hinting that I don't like him even more difficult.)
... Thanks guys. I can't really ask my friends, I'm afraid they'll
laugh. It's something they deal with a lot... the pretty girl thing...
but they don't understand how I just can't blow him off and act like a
bitch about it. =\
Hmm... good news though-- I'm over the guy from camp. I don't ever see
him, so it's silly to even think about something developing from that.
It's a BIG campus and if we can't keep in touch, there's no reason to
fanticize... there is one other guy that's sorta sweet-ish, but he's in
a long-term relationship with this girl, and I don't really think I
could see him as boyfriend material. He's almost too perfect, lol.
Annnnyways. I'm a loner... always and forever I guess.
<3 Kiri
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| Hah, I feel like such a nut... my moods are strange. Yesterday I was
ready to stay in bed for a week, and today I feel much better. I dunno,
I'm just hoping I can stay in a *happy* mood for a while. Tomorrow is
going to be reeeeeeally busy after school, so I'm hoping I atleast feel
good for that. =P
Breakfast: 4
Granola Bar
Lunch: 4
2 100 cal packs-- 1 cheez its, and one chips ahoy
water
Snacks: 10
Granola Bar: 4
Some Chocolate: 6
Dinner: 4
Soup
Total: 22/28
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Gah, I was so nervous all day because we were supposed to be doing
elections for a club I'm in this afternoon. (I'm running for
secretary... against one of the most popular and deserving girls in the
club... gaaaaaah). Anyways... elections got postponed until next week,
so I'll just have to ride it out, and try and spend more time
recruiting people to come vote for ME! =P
<3 Kiri
Edit: Not to steal the lime light away from LacyBunny, the jokester...
but my friend sent me this (well... sorta, myspace bulletin... lol) and
it's funnay:
NEVER CHOKE IN A SOUTHERN RESTAURANT
Two hillbillies Ed and Red walk into a bar. While having a shot of
whiskey, they talk about their moonshine operation.
Suddenly, a woman at a nearby table who is eating a sandwich, begins to
cough. After a minute or so, it becomes apparent that she is in real
distress.
One of the hillbillies looks at her and says, "Kin ya swallar?"
The woman shakes her head no.
"Kin ya breathe?"
The woman begins to turn blue and shakes her head no.
The hillbilly walks over to the woman, lifts up the back of her dress,
yanks down her drawers and quickly gives her right butt cheek a lick with
his tongue.
The woman is so shocked that she has a violent
spasm and the obstruction flies out of her mouth. As she begins to
breathe again , the hillbilly walks slowly back to the bar.
His partner says, "Ya know, I'd heerd of that there 'Hind Lick Maneuver',
but I ain't never seed nobody do it!"
...hehehe...
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