so completely utterly fucking bored!!!!!!
thinking of food!!!! only eaten two apples and two oranges today and probably half a can of soup in a minute but hopefully i restrain myself.
i know il fail but half a can is like 60 cals plus i cant eat bread so im happy about that!
drank about a litre of water today and about to drink another. find it annoying having to go get a glass of water every hour! who wants to do that??
so here i am sat at my comp, feeling clean from not eating really nasty food, but so bored.
wishing i had a runing machine right now in my room.
Today i feel like the most hated person in the world. not because people hate me but because i must have done something wrong to be fat!
plus i hate the word fat, makes me feel icky
b: one green tea
lunch: water
tea: 2 apples and 2 oranges + more later
ok so an apple has the average of 58c each which is supposed to be negative but im not sure!
oranges have about 35 (it was a satsuma) so thats like 70c to much for oranges in my opinion
186c of food today!!!!!
eek too much
plus if im going to stay on my low calorie diet i think im going to have the soup! 60c isnt much and if i dont have it il spend the rest of the night thinking about soup so i think i will!
eeek life is hard!
must exercise like mad tonight!!!!!!
im exercising at four in the morning before school! tiring but helpfull to me!
hope everyones doing ok!
stay strong!
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