it's been really lonely for me.
I have had almost no communication besides maybe like half an hour a day with some friends at Summer School. I feel like exploding. I feel so damn alone. This girl I've known for two years, Jenna, my own motherly type figure is barely ever around...and I haven't actually held a conversation with my girlfriend for about 3/4 of the month. I am a wreck.
I do not know what to do, because I'm never good alone. I can do things outside, but not in this 120 degree weather! It would be suicide. Video games aren't as fun as they used to be. I just can't keep my attention on them. They just aren't interesting anymore. I forgot my instrument at school on the last day, so I'll be damned if I can play.....damn it.
I wish things would go back to the way they were when school was in session. I would have my girlfriend and my friends. I wouldn't feel alone. At all....meh.
Dunno why I even bother writing anything here, but I needed some kind of vent....
~Becca
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