So I taught my junior high small group tonight and it was all about relying on God to be our provider. I think I got more out of it then they did. Abraham's willingness to sacrifice Isaac was the focal point of the story and it really hit me. God is our everything. He will provide for us if we let him. So many times I find myself trying to figure things out on my own. Trying so hard to keep myself afloat when really I just need to rely on God. He will be there for me when I need him to be. I wish I had complete trust in Him like Abraham had in that story. That is truly amazing to me. I think Abraham is a sweeet dude. I wish I could be more like him. I don't really know what i'm tryign to get at in this blog i'm just trying to get these random thoughts down out of my head. Mostly I just want to strive to fully put my trust in God. Instead of trying to handle things on my own. I think that's what I need to do.

Jordan