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that would be lovely (:

um.

i dont really know what to say.

lots of junk has happened. i feel sad, and considering the name of my xanga doesn't really apply anymore, i think i'm going to take a break from the whole xanga world for a while.

nooooo. summer school tomorrow. espanol. no bien.

so, my birthday went wonderfully. thanks to all who came and spent the day with me!  texas road house isn't all that it's cracked up to be, but The Break Up was! andddd THE MAVS MADE IT TO THE FINALS... ON MY BIRTHDAY! how amazing is that?! i know, crazy amazing. oh and I finally got my PS2 that I've always wanted from my parents, it's the super tiny one. i've been playing harry potter and the goblet of fire in all my free time (which isn't much lately)

tomorrow night I have to work. it's actually kind of fun to work there! it's nice quiet "me time" in the store by myself. but it is nice to have visitors as well. (trade secrets in the mall... 6-9.. i'll be there)

ok, bed time is soon. :/ gotta get up and run in the morning, then go to... dun dun dun... school.

one more week of freedom. :/  summer school, here I come. dangit!

so I went to Berkner's graduation this weekend, and I realized something about graduation.   You have all this pent up energy and excitement about graduation day and finally getting out and what not. But nothing miraculous happens on that stage, you simply... walk across. Then all of a sudden it's all over, and you feel as though that wasn't enough. Yeah, you walked, and you got your diploma and everything, but that's it. I donno. I just remember it being a weird feeling after it was all said and done, almost disappointing.

my birthday is saturday, 19 sounds so boring.

oh yeah, I donno if I mentioned, I got a job at Trade Secrets at Town East, thanks to Tara! I haven't started yet, but I shall soon (:

"I want to buy you flowers everyday make every day a holiday, and carry on and on and on about you and the things you do. The things you do!"

-a good little tune I picked up a long time ago

today. I shall post a song. a song that is dear to my heart.

"No Such Thing" by John Mayer

"welcome to the real world"
she said to me condescendingly
"take a seat, take your life
plot it out in black and white"

well I never lived the dreams of the prom kings
and the drama queens
I'd like to think the best of me
is still hiding up my sleeve

they love to tell you "stay inside the lines"
but something's better on the other side

I want to run through the halls of my high school
I want to scream at the top of my lungs
I just found out there's no such thing as the real world
just a lie you've got to rise above

so the good boys and girls take the so-called right track
faded white hats grabbing credits, maybe transfers
they read all the books but they can't find the answers
all of our parents, they're getting older
I wonder if they've wished for anything better
while in their memories, tiny tragedies

they love to tell you "stay inside the lines"
but something's better on the other side

I want to run through the halls of my high school
I want to scream at the top of my lungs
I just found out there's no such thing as the real world
just a lie you've got to rise above

I am invincible
I am invincible
I am invincible
as long as I'm alive

I want to run through the halls of my high school
I want to scream at the top of my lungs
I just found out there's no such thing as the real world
just a lie you've got to rise above

I just can't wait for my ten year reunion
I'm gonna bust down the double doors
and when I stand on these tables before you
you will know what all this time was for