Um... God? I know it's your day off and all, but I need…

Sunday, September 19, 2004

Um... God?
I know it's your day off and all, but I need some help today. I'm all stirred up, barking and crying for no apparent reason. I'm frustrated and pissed off.
I need some help today.
It's not their fault or his fault that I am so angry, but I sure am making them pay for it.
They are out now... please help me to remember myself and not spread my unexplained misery like a burning rash. Please help me do my best, because I know I'm not really trying.
Thank you for the wisdom to know I am not the grief I feel and that I can come to you.
Thank you for my progress, though it may seem like two steps forward, five steps back.
Thank you for my awareness that every minute is a chance to start over, to redeem and create beauty instead of bile.

And thank you for folding the giganto pile of laundry on my bed and flying it into the proper drawers.
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Just kidding.

Thanks for laughing at my jokes.

I feel better already. You rock, God... you just do.
I will thank you and pay it forward.
I do Love you.

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I'm right there with you today.
- 9/19/2004 12:55 PM
- twinmom (message)
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AziAnPiNaYLaDie4U 5:12 PM
forqet_me_not 5:19 PM
flirtychica8589 12:57 PM
illestXiLLuSions 1:32 PM
JennyG 6:49 PM
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CONGRATZZ!! FEATURED!!<3
- 9/19/2004 1:08 PM
- ali_babee_80789 (message)
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Love you, girl. It is going around for sure. My hubby escaped my wrath with both boys for the entire weekend because I was so batty.
- 9/19/2004 1:22 PM
- neuroticfitchmom (message)
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hot xanga babe!
I love you tooo! lol

aDORKable_jasa 1:42 PM
JennyG 6:49 PM
MoOwOoJiN 1:03 PM
TorontoGirl 12:34 PM
MYZTlQUE 11:56 AM
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congrats hun (;*
- 9/19/2004 1:25 PM
- yourdeadromance (message)
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Yes, God does rock.
- 9/19/2004 1:31 PM
- Mystic_In_Training (message)
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Ya know, if you're menstrual cycle is all out of wack, that means you're hormones are, and that brings on all those hard-to-control emotions you mention... (I know -- been there.)

The mind influences the body, yes, but the body influences the mind too.

It is popular and hip these days to say "fix the mind to fix the body" but I contend the reverse is equally true. I know because it worked for me. Once I restored my body's equilibrium, the mind and moods were restored also.

"And there was peace on the land."
- 9/19/2004 1:36 PM
- delicateSensibilities (message)
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got my you're/your's confused... duh :hammer:
- 9/19/2004 1:37 PM
- delicateSensibilities (message)
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I'm havign one of those days too. I think I've chewed off the heads of every member of the household.
- 9/19/2004 1:40 PM
- Liz_A (message)
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Be strong, my friend.
- 9/19/2004 2:10 PM
- spinksy (message)
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Does god do bathroom floors? Cos if so, colour me a believer.

Feel better, you.
- 9/19/2004 2:47 PM
- Primeva (message)
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Love it if that would work though wouldn't you? haha.

Take care!

Linh
- 9/19/2004 3:53 PM
- linh (message)
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Hopefully somebody will smite you for that moronic entry.
- 9/19/2004 3:54 PM
- DeathNinjaMcSex (message)
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Getting three periods in one month would cause anyone to be in a bad mood!
- 9/19/2004 4:01 PM
- islandmom (message)
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sup

randomss

:amen: :stickdance:
- 9/19/2004 4:29 PM
- AndWeNeverWinTheLotto (message)
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Maybe I need to write a letter...my laundry (clean and dirty) is all over my laundry room! :amen:
- 9/19/2004 4:34 PM
- Scentsible (message)
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- 9/19/2004 4:53 PM
- snowpeanut (message)
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Hey, I got on your site through the Featured Content. I was reading your post, and was wondering about who you called God. I am just wonderung a lot about faith lately. And I found this page where you explain your beliefs.... And I have to tell you that this almost made me cry. I do not know if it will mean anything to you, but it made me feel a lot. And it helped me on my wonderings about faith and religion. I am on your page for a lot of what you wrote. this all started with love... for me. And you make me want to go further. I am very glad I found your site, and that I have read this. Thank you
- 9/19/2004 7:53 PM
- illeana (message)
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:grouphug: :grouphug: :grouphug: :grouphug: :grouphug: I wish life didn't have to be weird and depressing and crappy.. but then again I guess if it never were then it also never would be happy, right?

So laundry will be crappy but when its done things are better.

I'm trying to make sense.. really.
- 9/19/2004 7:57 PM
- X_naomi_X (message)
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Keep the faith, Jenny..
- 9/19/2004 7:58 PM
- onecrazymomma (message)
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:grouphug: Ditto
- 9/19/2004 8:50 PM
- maralite (message)
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You are the least selfish person I know.

Rough day but you remember the one who carries you through it all.

(((Hugs)))... :lip_kiss:
- 9/19/2004 9:41 PM
- Glowworm7 (message)
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you remind me alot of my mother...

(i don't think that this is a bad thing)
- 9/19/2004 9:49 PM
- Bittersuit (message)
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RYN - I am the one to thank you. I am very glad to meet intersting people on Xanga, and I think I made a great discovery with you.
- 9/19/2004 9:59 PM
- illeana (message)
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:eyes_wink: you remind me of martina mcbride-- GORGEOUSNESSSSS-- have a super week-

x0x0

leahmarie
- 9/19/2004 10:03 PM
- leahmarie89 (message)
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this was lovely. I enjoyed my visit to your site very much.
- 9/19/2004 10:22 PM
- FrostyMarvin (message)
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