Well here it goes, Holy Shit I cant believe im on here... I guess im back for the final chapter on xanga... The last thing i have to get off my chest...This is probly never going to get read but oh well...This is my delima...

Josh Tong, The True Mr. Lonely

What is it with me? Am i that repulsive that i cant get a girlfriend, or am i just not approachable? I would love to have a girlfriend i truly would... i want to be in that relationship where people think were going to last forever...I truly want to be in love, i would be the perfect boyfriend... I see where every other man screws up in a relationship and im like wow what a dumbass... I think its the weakness i have for a girls smile, theres one girl inperticular that when she smiles nothing else in the world matters to me, because when she smiles all i can say is damn... But i dont know how to come at her because i havent been in a relatoinship, i mean a real boyfriend girlfriend relationship since last summer... But heres the deal im a nice guy and nice guys finish last, were marked as the secure safe guys that are always the fall back... In other words were the friend that you run to for support when the assholes break you heart... Well i dont have much to say but if you see me in the halls or in public somewhere walk up to me say hi do something because most likely that will be the highlight of my day... I try to get along with everyone and my main defect is that im shy around people i dont know... so this is my closing chapter in xanga... Good Bye Everyone

Mr. Lonely,

Josh Tong

Havent been here in a while... dont have much to stay im kinda speechless on life right now...its goin by so fast its hard to hold on but im managing....well time to go...

Josh

Well the whole asking people how they were doing didnt work out... im not very big on xanga anymore... But yea i think im going to take a leap of absence for awhile on here so ....

Josh

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Well just got off work... Working all the time... Lifes good.. Not a lot to talk about... Hit me with a lot of comments and tell me how you guys have been because i havent heard from a lot of ppl on here for awhile...

Josh

Well im back at Target... Their giving me all the hours i want which is really cool...Umm everything is going good right now.. Wish i had someone to share it with but oh well im not gonna try and sweat it... Im working my ass off all the time...Money should be looking really good soon...

Josh