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Instead of the usual entries which are directed at people, using no names, I'll use names this time.So, things with Justin have been shot to hell. about a week ago I found out that he was trying to get with me and anoth…
"Deareast Jessica, It's been fun talking to you... [this year]. We broke the silence that was created between 8th-10th grades. I'm really sorry about your party. If you ever need to talk you know how to…
I am done.I put myself out there.I trusted without asking anything.I took it like it was and laid back and let it slide (*inserts sexual joke here*).I believed your every word.But now, it's too late.I'm done.I'm sick of …
Thoughts from May 17, 2006:You've never looked more beautiful than tonight.Please give me another chance to capture that beauty.I want to get inside your mindAnd understand your deepest thoughts.I want to hold you close …
I have so much to do before my party, but I'm so excited for it! Mom is in North Carolina today, even though it's Mother's Day. Her and Topher left on Friday to go down there. I'm kinda upset becau…
So, today was the worst day ever. Anyways. Yesterday I found out that Matt was in shock trauma from a car accident. I was so worried about him. I had work at 5:30 and my thoughts were going paranoid until I g…
RuztyShackleford: how was your day?HevenBesideAlice: it was alright. i was pissed most of the day, but it was alright. how about your dayHevenBesideAlice: ?RuztyShackleford: why were you pissed?HevenBesideAlice: because …
HevenBesideAlice: omg i cant stop fartingHevenBesideAlice: and its so loudHevenBesideAlice: LOUDER THAN MY ORGASMSHevenBesideAlice: not reallyAnamelessSLob: hahahaHevenBesideAlice: but yeahAnamelessSLob: that is badHeven…
"I don't see why any guy would ever leave you."
I love when he texts me. I love when he hugs me. I love when he puts his arm around me in school. I love when we flirt. I love when he says nice things to me & I don't mind that a few people think we're together.…
After talking to my manager today I learned that I have to work Saturday 1pm-9:30pm and Sunday 10:45am-6:30pm. Knowing I have 3 projects due Monday, I cancelled plans with my friends tonight thinking that I could may…
It's not going to happen. I refuse to force something that doesn't fall into place naturally. Been there, done that & learned it doesn't work that way. *Holds up white flag* I surrender.
I need to escape. Get me out of here. Forgive me; for I have failed.
Everyone besides you.
So, I went to Target to pick up the pictures I dropped off yesterday and I was sitting in the parking lot going through them when I received a phone call from a number I didn't recognize. I picked it up and it was Br…