12-30-05

                                                 HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERBODY!!

                                                                          2006

12-24-05

On thursday, i got at 2 hrs early at work. i didnt do that much work. i did most of my job done so i dont have to worry about it. anyway, the team that i work for they have a surprise for me. one of my adjuster asked me to come over to their cubical, all the adjusters and my supervisor were standing there and waiting for me. they gave a present. it a starbuck cup. there something inside. they told me to open it. there was a gift card of starbuck. they thank for me doing their mails. they appreciated me. i gave gifts to all the people from my team and my friends. i got a lot of nice gifts. i bought more gifts for my nieces, nephew, aunts, and grandma. i went to shopping yesterday. the mall is full of ppl. i just went to victoria secret, forever 21, and some other stores. i went back home after i went shopping. 

today i stayed home until 3pm.  before that i washed my car. i cleaned up the house and helped my aunt watch the kids. afterward, i went to see daniel. i went out with him for couple hrs. i met his friend jason. we went to Robinson May. we shopped with him for a while. it was nice meeting his friend. i also bought something at Robinson May too. i got the sweat shirt. it looks pretty nice. anyway, i got home and just went on computer. i gave my grandma massage. i am ready for tomorrow. it's christmas time!! Oh Yeah!!

HAVE A MERRY CHRISTMAS AND HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!

TAKE CARE AND BE SAFE. WISH YOU THE BEST LUCK TO EVEYONE.

                                           MERRY CHRISTMAS!!

                                                             2005

12-13-05

yesterday, i went to dollar tree store to bought some decoration for our x-mas contest. so this morning, we did the last minute work. it came out alrite. but it was a lot of work though. our theme was willie wonka. i have to go shopping for x-mas gifts. i spent so much money this year. but it was worth it. well, i will continue... nite nite

12-7-05

i had a awesome day at work. i always have fun at work than home. my home is like a jail. they give me hard time too. today, i went to Brea mall with my friends. me and maria bought some clothing. maria, keshia, vee, and myself went to the Brea mall during our lunch time.we are getting ready for x-mas party tomorrow. i am wearing something nice tomorrow. oh yeah, i bleach my hair blonde. so i will update my pics after i get my camera adopter. there are so many pics i have in my camera. as soon as i get the adopter, you guys get to see the pics next time. alrite i gtg now. i cant wait to get the party started. nite nite everyone. take care.bye.

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12-6-05

wow! it almost end of 2005. i cant believe it. it gonna be another good year coming. i am so happy that so many good things are happening to me. i cant wait to move out soon. i gonna start saving my money. so one day i can buy my own house. i probably move out in a yr or no more than 2 yrs. i probably look for the place where it close to my work. so i dont have to drive so far.

one day when i have my own place, i dont have to worry about coming home and doing the chores, coming home around 8pm on the weekend. mostly i am stress because where i live at home. the people treat me so different. they care about themselve then me. i am so disappointed in them. they dont have to treat me shit all the time. i been there when they need me. i been working my ass off to help them. mostly families stuff. i know they take adventage on me. that is so... not fair. rite now i am 25 yrs old. they still treating me like kids. i am not a kid anymore. i can surivie myself. they think i cant without them. i am so happy to move out. when i move out i'll be free. rite now, i am living like a slave or something. no matter how much i put up with them they will never appericated me. they expect me to do most of their crap. not letting me go out on the weekend. i mean they let me go out but only once a week. and i still be home by certin time. this is rediculious. i need to enjoy my life. i am not a kid anymore. i am older enough to live my own and able to handle myself. i dont need to depent on them to live my life. i been having down times this and last month. they always have reason to get mad at, and blame. manh! THIS IS ENOUGH!!!! especially on thanksgiving day. i suppose to be having a happy thanksgiving day. But NO. my grandma got mad at me cuz i wasnt there when she woke up. i been helping my aunt whole enitre morning til in the evening. around 3pm i asked my aunt and uncle that i gonna go out for a little bit. i'll be back in like an hour. when my grandma woke up she was very upset that i wasnt there. so she got mad at me for not being there for the moment. i was so upset that day. i just went to daniel house instead. i stayed there with him for couple hours. i never went back to the family dinner on thanksgiving day. i just stay home. i was really upset. i didnt talk to them. i know they ignored me. i ignored them too. they take advenage on me too much. they will ask me to help them most of the time. i'll help them. it doesnt mean they have to get mad at me just because of that. they should be happy that i am helping that much. i been doing this crap for since i came here. can u image that if you were me? i been through so many stages with them. i know they dont treat me the same. i know i am not blooded family. i know if they were my real family i dont think that they have to treated me that ways.i have so much memories. mostly bad. they said they cared about me. if they do care about me why dont help me when i have to say something that bothering me. they dont make time for me. just because i was adopted it doesnt mean they have treat me any other people. they treat me like a stranger. it's like i have a contract or something to live through my life. hell no i am not going to fed up with that. they are too much.. i am telling you. like last week friday, when i got home they all ignored me. so i didnt care. i have wash all the dishes. you know they make me sick. this is aweful. when i am sick, they dont care that much. whenever i am sick i dont tell them. when i tell them they gonna say " why dont you go see the doctor?" they not even helping me. instead they put me down. that is so sad. rite now, i am working full time, and permanent. i have all the benefit. i make enough money for myself. this is what i do everyday: i go to work mon - fri. after work i see daniel for a while. i tutor and done around 8pm/8:30pm. well i tutor around 6:30pm. when i get home i changed my clothes, clean up in the kitchen, give my grandma massage every single nite. i gave massage 7 days a week. i gave her massage like at least 20 mins to 30 mins. afterward, i went up to my room. my body is so tired doing all those crap. they dont care if  i am tired or not. what matter is as long as they dont to do work. they let me do work like washing dishes and etc. it doesnt matter if i am sick or not. they tell me do this, do that. they never let me rest. oh yeah, i have to clean up the house every saturday. i have to clean up and down stairs. can see how much work i have to do. and they dont let me go out. they just want me stay home. they dont like it when i go out with someone who i care. how can i have relationship if i cant go out anytime whoever ask me go out. i have to be home by around 8pm. this is so unpreditiable. how can they do this to ME? i know they dont want me to have a boyfriend so they can keep me inside the shell. not letting me experience my life. by the time they do, it is too late. damn them. fuck them all.

alrite i am getting tired. i gotta go now. i write some other time. good nite. have a awesome evening. bye.