in remembrance of alan.. whom i'f always missed.

just got an email from a girl a few thousand miles away, she kinda arouses this tiny part of my nerve, which is supposed to haf left untouched for some time. i'f always knew alan would do something that surprised and scared people sooner or later.. but i just couldn't believe it was in such a way.

anyhow... i watched lord of the rings last nite.. think it's even better than the first fellowship of the ring. though the book's even way much better. i sorta like sam.. the fat fat guy. he should be crowned the messiah instead of frodo prolly. and it's like gandalf changes a bit... i can't reallie point out what he changes.. but i just feel it. the film's real long.. 3 and a half hours.... but it reallie worths the price... pretty awesome.

soo.. it's a bit different yesterday.. but soon after today, everything will resume back to normal.

christmas is just around the corner..