what would you do if you were scared to live?
theres nothing else for me to give.
pain of memories will never leave
i don't know what else to believe
the abuse,
what's the use?
i never did anything to you
you know that too
i turned to fear
would just hide in here
afraid to hear your voice,
yet i had no choice.
i had to save my friend,
until the end.
though i paid for it
with yet another hit
i wish to die
and no, that is not yet another lie
no one knows the truth

ya im sry... i just got pissed n sorta lost control...