Thursday, May 12, 2005

  • "All I want forever...is you."

    -Love Actually...modified

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    INTRO: it is almost 2:30 in the morning...i'm not tired...i didn't go to sleep the first time my body told me to...and now i'm screwed until 5am when it decides it will be tired again...you ever have that problem?

    SCHOOL: school?...what school?...i'm done!!!...done done done done done...*does a little dance*...what's that?...well yeah...i have one online class...but seriously...it's almost like being done...i believe a night on the town is in order...is everyone home yet?...or do we need to hold off?...

    HOUSE: i moved all my stuff home...sweet...i don't really have a room...but i have several closets i can call my own...and the garage is free game...i'm feeling good about this...i put a buddha under my mom's sigh plant...now i can sigh too...life's a beautiful thing in the minnis house...

    CAN I CALL YOU SVEN: i've thought it over...i've thought this through very carefully...i don't really want to call you sven anyway...if i were going to pick a nickname...it would have to be something more like a pokemon...like euby...or even ooby...and i associate you with karla penechar...which is a pokemon name all by itself...so that totally works...give me some time...i think it'll probably just continue to be steven...

    THEATRE: i'm doing nothing...nothing tra la la...but!...ray-pec is fast closing it's season...you can enjoy award winning competition pieces this friday (i think) at 7:30 (i think)...which reminds me...

    CONGRATS: props to the theatre department for pulling off an amazing, truly moving piece of theatre with anasazi...it was a challenging piece to be sure...you handled it brilliantly...and you didn't look bad in those kilts either...and i had a chat with my mom...and we decided that sometimes...people have to have brains to enjoy theatre...and despite the process...and despite people's oppinions...you did something different...and you touched people...and you told a story...and i'm learning...that's all you can really hope for in theatre...money is nice...crowds are nice...but it's not what the art is about...what you do is art...and i'm proud that i graduated from your program...was that weird for you?...i felt a little stupid just now...oh well...honesty is the best policy...

    RYAN FORTNEY: i watched hotel rwanda...and when you're right you're right...and that's all i have to say about that...and i kinda miss you being a building over...is that weird?...and i watched house of flying daggers...and you should too...and count the places they could've ended the movie...and then love it anyway cause that's what i did...and funk dis...i'll just talk to you later

    JOB: correction...i am working at a country club...an equestrian country club...did i even get close to spelling that right...they're about ten minutes from my house...they pay a little over ten dollars an hour...and i'll never work another ten hour shift...it's a sign...did somebody say money fast?...

    YOU: my skin wants to be near you...maybe it's hormones...what is it about you...that makes this world a brighter place...i think i'll make a list some time...and print it on wallpaper...and cover our bathroom with it...in a color that will look nice in candlelight...i dunno...it's late...i'm getting silly...thank you for calling my mom for mother's day...you don't know what it means to me to have a companion she relates to so well...next time you come over, you can join in the chat about the corruption in our school system...who could ask for anything more...blah blah blah...i'll see you soon...i love you baby

    love...lub...does it make you think grub when i say lub?

    josh

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    i've had some important conversations recently...and they made me think...so...what's your passion?  what's your drive...your objective...no need to get all spiritual...you can be shallow...i'd call it honest

Comments (40)

  • divajay

    *pokes you back*

    I'd have to say my Drive and my objective is to love, and have that same love in return.   Along with being happy and sucessfull in no matter WHAT I do.. Be it socially of professionally.. .  And hopefully, the drive and ambition I have will help me obtain those goals and get things together for a great future with as few bumps in the road as possible.

    :o)

    XO  Miss you like THIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIS MUCH!  :o)..  I'm havin' dinner with Steven after rehearsal tonight..   Good times Good times..   Aww.. The memories..   *hug*

  • Ryanqzqz

    *josh makes me giggle* HAR HAR HAR.... oh. and you make me pirate laugh too :)

  • blue24
    My passion is taking the things that live inside of my head, and putting them outside of my head. I guess my drive is knowing that I am living the only life I will ever live right now, and that it will end up being exactly what I make of it.

    I do miss you. Let’s hang out sometime this summer.

    <3 Blue
  • blue24
    My passion is taking the things that live inside of my head, and putting them outside of my head. I guess my drive is knowing that I am living the only life I will ever live right now, and that it will end up being exactly what I make of it.

    I do miss you. Let’s hang out sometime this summer.

    <3 Blue
  • ZPDirector

    NICKNAME: were you really considering sven?…really, joshua?...really?  I personally am very fond of euby – there was a small group of people at sms who also couldn’t bring themselves to say sven, so they called me euby or sometimes just eubs (fun, because that’s what mom’s students used to call her waaay back in the day)

    LOVE VS LUB: nope, it makes me think of “lop”; as in “and then he lopped off his ear”…huh…ooo, ooo or maybe it makes me think of “glub”; as in “love under the sea”; and then why not take on “glib” as in “women’s glib”…you know, equal rights for…okay now I’m just talking crazy!!!  um...in hindsight, I don't think the question was even intended for me...whoops!

    PASSION: hoo boy, this could take a while…why not tackle this over dinner…?!?

  • Sweet_Toupee

    230 in the morning? what are u talking about? it's 309 in the afternoon...

    .ryan.

  • Chispita_the_ghetto_thespian

    i like your new song...does it bother you that a buttload of freshman always comment you? golly asked and that is a FANTASMIC question. my passion???? laughter is all i'm after. it's a great thing that laughter.

    ~!*stephanie*!~ is ashamed that the last time you saw her she was covered in mud.

  • Drama_MyAntiDrug07
    it was so nice to see you saturday! I am totally loving the green tipped hair! haha...ttyl! Smoochies!
  • Drama_MyAntiDrug07
    my passion...kinda corny to say it...is theatre...I love it!
  • EightyFive04
    Classes are over for me, one more final and I'm done. Can't wait to be back in KC for the summer, Columbia can get real boring at times.
  • EightyFive04
    Are you on thefacebook?? If so, find me!!
  • normajeannemonroe
    hmmmm... gummi bears. definately red! gummi bears.
  • fiyeroislove

    I don't think I've found my purpose yet. I'm hoping I'll get to it through acting.

    I love seeing you! Miss those ole musical drama days. Time flys, eh?

    love you!

  • Jessie1024
    I just wanted to tell you that I loved the bit you wrote about theatre being art, you said it so eloquently... it may have been random, but it was truly beautiful.  And passions... my passions are anything enlightening.  If it makes me happy for the moment it's my passion... creating theatrical art, having philosophical conversations, shoe shopping... all of it changes day to day.
  • sunshineshorty
  • footblgy2002

    Goodness...Passions eh? Well, I do have a love for Theatre and Music..They are my escapes when things are not going as smoothly as I'd wish...You've become another large passion of mine...You're so beautiful...My mind is at ease when I'm with you...I look forward to life with you, building and growing...My drive comes from my passions I would say; they keep me going.  I love you with all my heart honey...Thank you...For allowing me to be yours...I think you're quite an amazing gift.. I will see you soon honey. Unitl then, I love you. *muah**double muah*--You know how hard it is to stop; but I'll end here...

    love

    jared

  • telakiniya

    hey hun!!!  how are you doing?  Good I hope.  I'm trying to have this summer celebration type thing at my house may 31st... I don't know if it will be anything interesting (or if anyone will show up) but you're more than welcome to come by, I'd love to see you.  Its going to be from like 1-whenever at my house.  *shrugs*  anyhow I'm really tired so I'm going to go.  I hope things are amazing for you.  love ya!

    -angie-

  • the1andonlyJB

    well i was in your neck of the woods because jesse wanted to go see the reader's theatre/one act at good ol' RP so i decided to come with. they were quite well performed. and as always it was lovely to see your beautiful face. :)

    what if i do want to get all spiritual with my passion? haha cause my passion is definitely Jesus. sounds corny, sounds trite, sounds fake, but i don't care, because it's true.

    love!

    katie

  • singineyesofjade
    Oh my! I dont know what ever happened and why we stopped talking, but I saw your site and had to leave some love. How are you? How is life? What is this about you being in love? The jealousy is all over me. Anyhow... I hope life is treating you well. Muah
  • Ninerator8
    Im already IN a knitting club, DUH! !
    I miss you too!! You were gone too much!!
    And it made us all cry a lot!!
    Hope to cya soon, love-a!!
    Love you!
    ~Ninerz~
  • singineyesofjade
    hello gorgeous. The edits have been made.
  • Tigerdrama

    I know...I saw you...actually I stood by you....you talked to my sister and hugged her and what not....(Kristin is my sister)...I didn't think you would remember me from just talking on here...so I didn't say anything....I am a somewhat quiet person...but yeah, I saw you....how did you like the show? 

    Much love,

    Kelli

  • fiyeroislove

    I know, I'm horrible, commenting twice on the same entry. The upmost xanga shame.

    Loved seeing you on One Act/Readers day. You better come see me in one of em next year!

    Can't wait for the day you direct me again. You are truely amazing!

    Les quiero mucho! *hopes she got that right*

  • paint_the_sky_green

    Well, I must admit, I am not much of a "fear factor" kinda gal, so drinking lamb's blood may just mean the end......

    all my love,

    m.

  • paint_the_sky_green

    Oh, and by the way. It is really too bad that we haven't officially met. I have heard so many great things about you.

    m.

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