My Last Goodbye

Well it's safe to say that this shall be my last Xanga entry. For reasons, unknown to man, I feel like I should quit using this thing. I feel very childish when reading about other people's lives and talking about them to my friends. Well actually, I don't talk about them to my friends because really, known of them care, but if they did, I'm still not sure I'd talk about them with my friends. But anywho, I'm done with Xanga. For reasons being that in the last 9 months of my life, I have posted maybe 6 times with a total of about 4 comments. Pretty pointless. If I do actually spill my guts about something, no one has anything to say, so why bother? So here is one final update of what's going on in my life and what I think about it.

Well first off, I successfully finished my first year of college today. I took my last exam and I'm done. I feel very confident in saying that it has been a great year to say the least. I have made many friends and enjoy the company of many. It has been a rough year, but I'm glad that I did it and even more glad that it's over with. From here on out, it should be smooth sailing. I'm ready for summer to be here. I'm ready be lazy every day and do nothing. Stay out way too late with Jessica, doing things we probably shouldn't be doing. "I need the smell of summer, I need its noises in my ear" Sorry, since I was talking about summer, I figured I should through in a really great Brand New lyric.

Speaking of Brand New, on July 21st, my favorite band of all time, Brand New of course, is playing in Detroit. I have never seen them live and on July 21st, I am going to. It's actually quite amazing. I'm more excited than one girl should be. I can't wait to see Jesse Lacey. I'm pretty sure I'm going to piss myself when he starts playing. A really great friend of mine got me tickets to this sold out show. And not only am I going to see them, I'm going for free. Even better. My friend knows the guy who knows the place so he's hooking it up fat for me. Maybe even a little meet and greet with the band. If so, I'll really piss myself. I can't wait. It's going to be grand.

On to other news, I'm still single and I'm enjoying it. The company of a guy would be fabulous but I'm doing ok without. I've figured it out that I'm just not the relationship type. I think I would freak out if I was tied down by one person. I like going out and doing my own thing and not having anyone to answer to. That's just how I am. I think I'm too much for one person. Saying, that I'm too hard to tame. I don't think any guy could handle me. I'm crazy. I'm loud, I can be obnoxious, I speak what I think and don't care what people think. I can't be worried about people's feelings. Haha. I just rock too fast for love. I'm enjoying my youth and loving every minute of it. I absolutely love life right now. Nothing grand has happened, just small things that make my day worth while. Someone I never thought I would speak to again is back in my life and it's great to have one of my best friends back in my life again. Lesley has always been a good friend to me and it's stupid to let a stupid littlle argument get in the way of our friendship. Especially over something neither of us can remember fighting over. So it's great to have her back in my life. It's good to have more than one person you can depend on. Things are still wonderful between me and Jessica. My best friend in the whole world. I can't wait to see her again and spend every waking minute with each other over the summer. I'm ready to see everyone. It seems like so long ago when I was hanging out with everyone and I'm so ready to go over to Adam's and just sit on the couch and hang out with the gang again.

Well, life is fabulous. And that's all I have to say. I've been listening to great music, enjoying my last few days in Bowling Green and loving the warm weather that is upon us. So that my friends is my last entry. Good bye Xanga, it has been fun.

Peace out homie.

Allison

Ahhhhhhhhhhh!!

Dear  Xanga Subscribers,

I never ever write in this thing anymore but today I feel as if I should as a way of stress relief.

Today has been one of the worst days of my entire life. Why you ask? Because everything is going bad. It all started this morning when I woke up late, had a bad hair day, my feet got dirty from the cold rain. I went to my class today and we got our exams back. I thought I did wonderful on this exam because I studied so much and put so much time into making sure I did well and guess what I got? A 70. A fucking C. When I came home from doing everything all I wanted to do was get on my computer and just relax for a little bit before I had to go do more things. Well I couldn't because my computer is broken. The cause of this is unknown and I'm pretty freaking angry that it had to break today. One week left of school and my computer decides to go to crap. Thank you. Then to make matters even worse, my cell phone breaks too. What? How is this possible? The two things that I depend on the most are dead. I don't really know what to do with myself. I have no computer, no cell phone, no money and I'm not sure how I'm doing in my classes.

I seriously have no idea what I'm going to do for the next week without any sort of communication to the world. I don't have a phone in my room. I would just go get a new cell phone but that's kind of hard to do when you only have 75 cents in your name. Congratulations, Allison Stephenson, this is what you get for being happy for a little while.

So not only am I stressed out about that but I have school on top of that to be stressed out. I have papers and projects to do and studying. God. I'm just ready to be home and not have to worry about this anymore.

I'm tired of complaining when I know I have a shit ton of stuff to do.

The end.

Allison

Currently Listening This Is a Stick Up: Don't Make It a Murder By Hit the Lights see related

Fuck yeah

Buy the Hit the Lights record.

It's the shit.

Bye.

Happy Birthday to me!!!!

So this weekend I celebrated my 19th birthday. Today, was my actual birthday but the celebration began on Thursday night and ended early early this morning. I just wanted to thank everyone who helped me to have the best birthday of all time. And you know what time it is...pictures.

I have none of Thursday. Here is Friday and Saturday...

I don't really know what's going on. I was supposed to take this picture to prove to everyone in the wonderful world of MySpace that I do actually have teeth.

Me and my new friend Josh.

Me and Lauren. The love of my life. Love love love her!

We're fucking fun. I don't know if you've heard.

Yup.

Me and Sweater. Cutest boy of life.

How do you know when Allison is drunk? Every picture she takes of her and another person, she's kissing them or sticking her tongue out. That's just how it goes.

Josh is like wud up, I'm smiling. I'm like oh yeah, it's my birthday. Sweater's like heyyy. and Lauren's like AH! I'm yelling.

Me and the bro.

Ah. Mark Metzger is so fun.

Me and Anthony are like oh hey. We drink beer. We're cooler than you.

This pretty much explains all you need to know about Ferny. This is the face he always makes. Haha.

Please read above caption. It explains everything.

What did I tell you? Drunk. For sure.

Listen to Boys Like Girls.

So good.