so i was browsing through amy's xanga and this is what i found:

wut can i say...  i was reading sherman's xanga.. and it .... left me breathless.... it kinda felt like gettin hit in head with a shiet load of rocks... so deep...so meaningful.... yet so dreamy... i gotta give props to her... IAM HERE FOR YA !!!!  =D but... some of her sentences.. reallie... got me thinking... =X thinkin about some stuff thats been on mi head... i dont dink anyone of u would know...cuz i havent exactly told any of yaz... but whateva...

thank you amy, i don't know, again, it is kinda late but you know that i care for you and i am here for you dear... hahah yes this part of the entry is dedicated to you: hahah you miss stewart sooo much... hahha... i am sure that everyone knows that now... aren't you so proud of yourself for coming out of the closet? hahahaha... i am so proud of you, for the first time in so many years, haha you are actually admitting to certain things... lolz.. but i understand when i read your other entry that you said that you wanted someone to take care of you, but dear, i can honestly tell you one thing: fate does weird shit at weird times.  you will never fully know when it will come to you until it hits you.  there will be a time when you will least expect to feel what you feel and when it hits you, it will hit you like a rock.  believe me, it is so happening to me now.  there is no control over it.  things happen for a reason.  it then becomes a choice for you to accept it or not.  i want to thank you for being here for me.  and i will be there for you also.  haha... i became such a thankful person lately.  i don't know why, but it has to do with the fact that i learn to cherish all that i have, with each chance given, and not let it go away without trying to do what i can.  yet there are just times when you just need to find the right moment to act upon how you feel...

believe me i have no idea what i am writing about, i am just blabbering on and on about random shit... ahah so jus disregard the last part of it... much love to you amy thank you......