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  • just when u thought to give up fate slams u with some reality dosage....... I was abt to give up on Allison....when out of the blue she Im's me on AOL and saays whats up. I thought she was just oging to forget abt me.…

  • Well still no word on the Anthrax scare at my college yet. i came to the conclusion that a guy like me........no matter how hard i try and be myself and show how great i am to a woman. They still don't cherish what i …

  • well the past few days been kool i guess. I met a new girl like isaid names Allison.......shes really cool. I am having alot of fun talking with her. She treats me like a individual. And not some weirdo or something. Li…

  • Well i am at college, in the main comp lab. we had a scary ass thing happen on campus........they think its Antrax but not sure the substace is beening analized at a lab. It was found in the cafateria and the place was …

  • Ok where can i start for today........ Well, i woke up at 8am for a stupid county office meeting. NO I AM NOT WORKING FOR THEM. I am just getting alittle help to get by with the bills and all. They wanted me to go to th…

  • Well, times of essence are not really on my side. Luck.......naw i don't see it.......Fate. LOL thats something to laugh abt. And i think god has abondoned me back in 1998. When i did some stupid things. Reason for …

  • I can't belive i forgot a name to say thanks to for commenting on my weblog. CottonCandy108 thanks for the comments sorry hun. won't happen again ;-( MMF108CL, LibraJ

  • OK......well I was asked to write a poem abt beening a old man and how it would be like to live like one. Well I am 24 so I will try. But I think this is what I would be like. When I am a old man I thin…

  • Just wanted to say SUP to the ones that have commented on my site. Sic_Passion......Shawna108_dn........Sada.....and (hopefully soon) Mamasbaby. I just wanted to let u all know that i have posted ALL of my TYPED poe…

  • This is written for someone Helly special to me. Its a crush poem of sorts......She knows who she is "Just A Same Old Day" Its been since dawn That I sipped on ur thoughts Sweet taste of the Opps I have been ca…

  • This next entry, is short as hell!!!!!!!!! Its abt how depressed individuals can one day wreck havoc on the world and be born THE PHOENIX. This is entitled: "Phoenix""Phoenix"My soul is on fireCan't u see my smoldering i…

  • This next entry, is abt the Hype of the year 2000 coming and how everyone thought we were going to see the end of the world. This is my foreshadow of things to come. This song is entitled: "Millenium""Millenium"Chorus:I …

  • This next entry, is plain and simply abt my Depression when I was in my Teens. This poem is entitled, "Then I Will Be Free""Then I'll Be Free"I am in delusion.In wind of ecstasy.As blood drips from my fingertips.I drain …

  • This next entry. IS THE FIRST SONG I EVER WROTE!!!!!!! It's abt the party life and how I found out it's not what I thought it was. This song is entitled, "Social Demon""Social Demon"Vs1:The Social Demon reaches his peakS…

  • Well we are at the next entry. This next song is quite the fantasy world, as you will see. And I was not on any drugs when I wrote this. But I made it look like I was so the song has more meaning and definition. On how…

  • This next febal entry is a song I wrote. Of how some Freaks get treated wrong and abused by others, cause they dress different from others. Mind you, this was written during the Marilyn Manson Antichrist Superstar Albu…

  • This next evil entry is a song I wrote abt how much I love my Stepfather. Piece of shit he is!!!! This is entitled: "Abyss" "Abyss"Intro:Stepfathers, some are cool and some suck. But when they flipped the coin. I go…

  • This next devilious form of writing is a song actually. When I was in this band, I wrote this. It's based off a dream. And the song made it to a CD form. (if u like to hear it.....E-mail me, and i will send the 1 min w…

  • This next entry......is something that intrigues me a bit. The talk and stories abt mythlogical creatures and people. I decided to write a warfare poem. But instead of common warfare, I made it a mytholgical warfare pi…

  • This next entry...is abt a sorry soul who couldn't succeed in life and died of a lonely heart. Its such a tragedy....that some people work so hard but never get the American dream. Ur abt to venture into the depression…

  • This next entry may OFFEND SOME PEOPLE! But its one Sin I cannot leave alone. Cause its all over. This poem is very sexual in nature. So if ur offended by this type of writing. Skip this one and cry abt it!!!!! For you…

  • This next entry is a song I wrote. Abt my depressions after my Alcohol Poisoning.....Basically this is how it feels to be depressed for years at a time. I hope u feel the pain I felt when I wrote this. Cause I still feel…

  • This first entry.....is abt a lonely Apparition. He haunts a house of one occupant. And over times scares the man into leaving. But doesn't succeed. He is what I call "my type of Ghost." He never gives up. Enjoy the po…

  • Ok thats all the poems in my blue book. I split up my poetry in 2 Catagorys The Blue: love, depression, good things , things with feeling The Red: Evil, Sex, Death, Fantasy Ext..... The red Poems are coming up soo…

  • This next selection, is abt how my life is always up then down. Changes and signs of bad and good. This is entitled: "Cosmic Star""Cosmic Star"Plagues seem to dwindleYes, it enters my mindI am titledWith scrapes to fin…

  • This next selection is a Love Poem I wrote for fun!!!!! This is entitled: "Another Love Poem" "Love Poem"EPERVESENTGUIDING LIGHTU R SO PRESENTGLEAMING SO BRIGHTTHWOMPING HEARTBEATS BEATS BEATSI CAN'T HELP BUT STARTOU…

  • This new selection is written by 2 authors. Poeticone17 and Myself. This is called "Family Tree." Based on a symbol of a town and whats happen after it's gone!!!!"Family Tree"Weeping Willowhangs so lowSaddened armsan…

  • This next poem is a expression of understanding for the love of someone u have for them as a DEEP friend and as a LOVE. This is entitled: "Words" "Words"Pepsi, thirstyI need a sipGrab me tightlyAnd never stripHold m…

  • This next entry is a song I wrote from my former band. That never made it to its top form. This song is entiltled: "Metal Sonic Boom" "Metal Sonic Boom"Vs1:It was a rocking stormy nightClass A felony moshing metalNe…

  • This next poem is a romantic piece of sorts.......Entitled: "Wrapped In Blankets" "Wrapped In Blankets"I know nowThat each time we meetI get weak in the kneesWaiting for your touchWaiting to feel your emotionsTo s…

  • This next selection is called "Valley Of The Flowing River" I wrote this sometime ago. It's quite the love poem. Very unique and one of my best works from what I have been told. I am not sure if this was for a crush …

  • Morning people, Well i am getting hints that this web log is very depressing. Yes I will agree. my life is just at a weird moment right now. But for some of you who have come here and expressed ur feelings and advice. …

  • For some of you who don't know the ways of Juggaloism..........MMFCL is short for the saying Mad Mother Fucking Clown Love now theres a few ways of saying this that u might see on some other Juggalo websites...... U g…

  • Caged in a Sky Scraper: Don't you ever feel like ur just caged in a sky scraper. u can leave if u only had the energy to get out of the building. But u feel trapped in it cause uer scared of heights or something and ca…

  • Here is a song I wrote. This is entitled, "Rains Under Moonlight""Rains Under Moonlight"Vs.1Passion stills the nightIn this love eclipseI hunger to hold you tightNever to let you slipAwayThe more you yearnThe more I fe…

  • This is a poem I wrote for my last lover. I truly loved this girl with all my heart. But I guess she was determined to have it another way. Below u will see my emotions for her! But I now realize I am better off. I gue…

  • The next selection is a poem I wrote when I was once involve with a certain girl."Beautiful Love"Spring Night winds,Cast a fragrance of love. Your smile overcomes me,From your essence above.I am yours,From day till nig…

  • The first poem is called "Wings Of An Angel" This poem I wrote during my depression after a alcohol overdose when I was abt 16. A few years later after torment and loneliness, I begged for release. And this is what I…

  • OK what do u see above in that pic. Perhaps soe guy that seems to know what hes doing inlife. Perhaps a guy that has the woman flocking to his side. Perhaps someone that is really happy cause his life is complete? …

  • The next few posts are going to be some of my poetry and songs. I have alot of diffrent styles that u all will see over the course of a few weeks . I have alot to post so it will take that long to post them. Feel free to…

  • Heres what Juggaloism is abt. "Juggalo's Unite"Come see the show Big top showsWalk hand and handWith the dead CarnivalThe chant from the bodyFlowing like a roarFollowing the posseOur two mentorsCome crank the boxThe r…

  • Well i am here. Thanks to mamasbaby =>~. This site is pretty cool. What should i say here..... well i am a 24 year old College student form upstate Ny. Chilling and leading a few clubs One On college campus( Hackey Sa…

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