first off  ...  Hoooookkk emm' baby .. Rose Bowl Champs! (i dont go to UT, but i gatta rep for that texas school)

Secondly, i can honestly say this has been the BEST christmas break ever ..

This year started of just PERFECTLY .. i stopped communicating with people who mean nothing to me .. people who have been nothing but drama and a negative aspect to my life .. people who have done nothing but bring me down .. its so weird after two years, you start to realize the right from the wrong .. im not saying its been a waste of time, but more of a learning experience .. you sit here and dwell, but where does it get you .. there are bigger and better things out in this world to focus on than on something that doesnt feel the same way about you .. yes, you love once, and you love again .. you keep loving until you find that something loves you back .. it may take a year, or two or maybe even a lifetime, but i bet its worth the wait .. people sit here and do things to hurt you, but in the end whos it hurting more .. definetly not you .. because you know you did nothing wrong .. you have to get over your past for you to move on with your life .. what happened a year ago doesnt matter anymore .. its whats going on now that matters the most .. the past is the past .. you cant change it so why worry about it .. all i can say is im done with YOU .. dont call me .. dont text me .. dont IM me .. dont say hi to me when you see me in person  ..  i dont want to talk to you or have anything to do to you .. i dont like you or care about you or care about what you do .. you do what you gatta do and i will do what i gatta do .. you no longer have that place in my heart that you use to have .. you are no longer my friend!

So, im starting fresh! .. i will definetly make sure my break ends just as good as it has started ..