It's been a year since my mom's passing. This week has been hard. God has been helping me through it. I could not do this with out God, Family and friends. I found a blog I had written shortly after my mother's passing.
THINGS I REMEMBER.....
remember my mom's hands, her fingers. I
remember them being small but strong. I liked to hold her hand. Her
ring would only fit on my pinky. I
remember her voice, even though briefly. I remember her saying, "Hey
Lo". And when I called. Always sounding happy you called. I
remember when they got caller id, she got a kick out of saying hi lo,
before I said hi. The first time she did that, I said how did you know
it was me. She started to laugh, and then told me they had just gotten
caller id, it was so funny. I
remember the birthday parties she would throw for us. They were
amazing. With sloppy joes and rice krispy bars and amazing cake. I know
these party's had to have been a lot of work. I
remember decorating sugar cookies every christmas. We each had a cookie
sheet full of cookies to decorate. I can't imagine how many cookies
that was. She did not use instant cookies, no these were from scratch. I remember mom reading to us all at the same time, these amazing stories. Like Cricket in Time Square. I
remember saying my prayers with my mom every night. Now I lay me down
to sleep, if I shall die before I wake, I pray for my soul to keep....
amen I remember the smell of my mom's craft room. I would open the door just to smell it, oh the smell of leather. I remember my mom's perfume...White Shoulders. I had bought some for myself. I remember mom in her most adorable PJ. She always had the cutest pj. I remember my mom, making us rootbeer floats or malts...just for the heck of it. I remember my mom, praising me, I always loved her for that. I remember calling my mom, and saying "hey mom what are doing today"? Her saying "today is going to be a kick back day".
I remember my mom calling me June Bug, or Little Miss muffit, or Stumble bum. My favorite thing she called me was Lo I will always remember you mom. You are forever imprinted on my heart. MY HEART WILL FOREVER ACHE, FOR HER.
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