| | Things are changing. I'm trying to figure my life out without
screwing things up. There's so much I need to do and so much I
shouldn't be doing right now that it's enough to make ones head
spin. My head is firmly in place at the moment though, so no
worries there.
Step 1
I plan on going to the bank today and sorting out
everything financially and not spending anymore money on crap that I
don't necessarily need. (I have a hair cut tomorrow and that will
be 40 dollars and I'm wondering if I sould go through with it? I
think I will still - I'm in desperate need of some professional
assistance!)
Step 2
Eating healthier. Okay people, let me clarify something -
it's
not a weight thing and I'm not looking to be super skinny and I don't,
in the least bit, hate my body by any means - I love myself
and that's all there is to it. But I'm completely unhealthy, it's
ridiculous! I need to purchase an every day vitamin (so I haven't
taken a vitamin in for ever, don't judge!) and a calcium supplement
because my bones are falling apart. I really should be buying my
own groceries by now so, when I do, I'm going for very healthy fruits,
veges, wheat breads, OJ, Milk and lots of other good, healthy
stuff. I'm trying my best to cut out sugars when I'm having
cravings and I'm through with pop (as much as I love cherry flavored
sodas, I'm just going to have to say...good bye...*sniff*)
Step 3
Exercise. I need to build some freaking muscle if I want to work
on my art without pulling something! It's pathetic how weak I am
and I need to do something about it if I want ithat to change!
Step 4
Growing up! I complain that there are SO many things that I need
to do, so many things that I'm just SO unbelievably tired of, yet I do
nothing about them. I'm cutting back on the endless bitching and
moving forward to some good old "getting over it, and getting it
done"! Part of this process will be purchasing a car, finding
good insurance, job hunting in the area and getting over that fact that
my parents will probably never change, and I can't do anything about
that but love them for who they are in the moments when they're not
being total idiots.
Step 5
Packing up and moving out. I should be thanking Kelly and the fam
for feeding me and letting me stay, even though I drool and I stink
 I'm working on packing all my bull crap today and helping Kelly
clean her room at some point today? Or this week?
Right-o!
Step 6
Last but most definitely not least, sacraficing my "steps" for a few
moments out of the day to spend some quality time with our Lord... that
shouldn't be too hard  .
I know, lots of work, but I have to be willing to make a change in myself if I want to start doing things with my life.
God just got tired of rolling his eyes and finally shouted "GROW UP FOO!!"
Not such a terrible thing really, I'm kind of looking forward to it... for once.
Nothing but love today folks!!
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| | Posted 12/12/2005 12:13 PM - 1 view - 3 comments
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