It’s about time I remember why I’m here. I need to discover my Savior again. I’ve been existing without Him, without the need of Him, but I can’t, I can not survive without Him. I’m finished. Like a deer pants for water…

I never intended to live this way. I in no way wanted to abandon you. I don’t know if there is someone else telling you that you can be free, because I didn’t answer. My own disgrace could be the cause of you not living.…