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Posted by: MaNgOmYsTeRy Original: 1/25/2008 7:35 PM Views: 53 Comments: 3 eProps: 6 Read Comments Post a Comment Back to Your Xanga Site

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Friday, January 25, 2008

ok life is being a bitch. stuff pissing me off:
1) grades. i'm got a C in physics and i'm 1% from a B and he won't give it to me. god iono why but i'm doing hellla bad senior year. my weighted gpa is lower than the lowest unweighted gpa i ever got before senior year. um, that's pretty sad. ionooooooooo life is a bitch a bitch a bitch. a Bitchhhh. a big bitch. i'm very down today, even tho finals are over. ionooo everytime i get a test back i'm hopeful that i at least do somewhat good but noo my grades r like failure over and over. i was so sad today i decided to check my comp programming grade early just to make me happier. and yay i got an A in that class, but it's so sad cause that was the ONLY GOOD THING that happened today. life sucks and as you can see -- i'm down.
2) i hate the rain. and it's been freezing. i dunno, those two just add on to my sadness
3) couldn't go on that tahoe trip.
4) sort of need someone to talk to but doesn't seem like anyone would actually listen or care or take me seriously. i mean not just like online or phone talk, i mean over at my house 1on1 talks.
6) i'm starting to get pimples -- hope they go away soon. ithink it's cause i've been eating lots of junk food lately, i've been showering in the morning cause too lazy at night, and i have skipped out on soup a few days.. must get my act together.
7) haven't been wearing retainers -- always makes me feel guilty.
8) should be happy because it's 2nd semester but i'm definitely not for obvious reasons. as much as idon't want to i'll be dwelling much on the past.
9) as stupid as this sounds, i am feeling much fatter and unhealthy than before. and yes it makes me more sad because i did lose some of the muscles i was proud of. need ta work out. iono. it's just so hard for me to balance out everything: exercise, sleep, grades, everything up there. iono for me it's like. if i do good in one area (like get more sleep) i'll go down in another (like grades). man life sucks i need some discipline

i'm beginning to feel very contemplative about where i'm at in life -- hm this entry ispretty emo but w/e. okay let's see what happened that wasn't so sad.

- watched juno
- went ta tony's dinner party, that was fun
- dunno what else. forgot. oh wellz

Posted 1/25/2008 7:35 PM - 53 views - 3 comments

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I felt like I was reading emo poetry - good emo poetry. *hugs* = //
You have a lot on your mind right now, Jeffy.
I'd be over at your house in a jiffy, but iono if I'm the right person. You have my number, my aim, my email.

Things will get better soon. wowgradessuck. 1% sucks even more. I'm sorry.

wear your retainers? eat healthier (meeh - but junk food tends to make me feel better sometimes when I'm sad too)? it's okay to dwell in the past a little - it is a part of your life afterall. exercising releases ENDORPHINS which = happiness. ish.

was juno as good as people say it is?

breathe, jeffy!! hopefully all this junk will be a distant memory --- soon. = ]

Posted 1/26/2008 9:39 AM by lilschnobuny - reply

Aww. I'm sorry to hear that you're going through this I think the wather is just depressing everyone. But don't worry abou things. It'll get better. It's times like these that make you truly appreciate better and happier times. Just use this time to motivate yourself to do better.

It's hard. But it'll get easier. Hope all turns out well! Just keep your head up. Life can only be bad for so long, right?

Posted 1/26/2008 3:22 PM by tInYbLuEsNoWgUrL - reply