Wednesday, July 09, 2008

• I'm still in the holiday mood! I guess, I didn't enjoy much of my holidays. Well, what do you expect, out early in the morning and back late at night and it repeats daily.

  I didn't get enough sleep!

  I didn't get enough rest!

  Sigh!

   

  I was late for class, for two hours today!!

  I blame myself, cause I woke up an hour after the class has start.

  Sigh!!

   

  How I just wish I can get this whole school thingy done and over with!

  Sigh!

  It's like 6 more months!!

  And I'll be out in the real world!!

  WTH!!

   

  I just miss the days, when I could actually have a carefree day. Where I don't really have to catch up for the time.

  Now, every mintue I spend is precious..

  Time is like money now.

  If I'm not out earning money, I'm gonna be out spending them..

  Sigh!!

  The more money you earn, the more money you want..

   

  I did a relax out session just now..

  I got mumor mum got me to accompany to Marina South Pier.

  We were needed of a strees free environment..

  Just looking out at the ships, and the sea and the setting sun was beautiful.

   

  Mum asked me questions which were super random.

  She asked me how I was with my "guy", and I was wondering who she was refering too..

  Hahaha.. She just popped it out, just to check who I'm going out with.

  She gimme a list of my guy friends, and ask me how I think about them.

  Hahaha.. I told her, if they would all be just one just guy..

   Wohoo! He'll be perfect!

   

   

   

  *which three will end up to one?*

   

   

   

  i didnt have the guts to leave it all behind.every single step i take just simpily hurt me. i noticed that you doing all that things, to make me notice even more.. i dont know were they out to fool and hurt me, or were they there to show to that youre still there..

  but sometimes, i just do things that i know make you just wanna hate me..

  i know you dislike me doing those things and stuff, mixing around with guys who to you are guys who have wasted their life on crap..

  they are just with inks, talk shit, live life like theres no tomorrow and didnt think about the future..

  yes, the things you said about them are true..

  but sometimes, you just have to look in an another angle where its all different..

  now, they are the ones who i feel im worthy off being with..

  they didnt took me away, by their words, money the have, things they do.. but simpily who they are..

  however, as the days pass, you tried to make yourself more like them.. to me who will just be who you are..

  and for that i'll say everyone is speacial..

  your place is still there, but its getting rather dusty..

  im still giving it more time, cuase i know it all takes time........

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