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  • Well, I ate CRAP today.. but for a Sunday it was good. I have to get back under 140 though.. That's right, I'm 140.5 :( WOW. Thought some of yall might be interested in this: MamasHealth.com Scholarship Award …

  • I must look pathetic the way I turn to you girls and trust you like you're the only real friends I have in this world. Its because they don't understand. I'd house and feed you if you needed. I want to be there for you g…

  • I'm so depressed... but it's night time, I think to much at night and I'm stressed with hw (why am I on here right now?) I'm just going to give yall a couple of sentences. ** Need birth control ** 138-140... 1 yr=10 lb…

  • It seems of late the only thing I can do is stuff my face and cry about it while stuffing my face with more food that I don't even like. WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH ME????

  • HW 148 CW 138 LW 125 1 GW 130 2 GW 125 3 GW 120 Plan: No candy No chocolate 1 meal a day=dinner Ephedra (if i can get any) No red meat No cheese No lunch snack fods (chips, kudos, crackers, mini packs, h…

  • I don't feel like commenting... sorry girls I got so much hw I have no idea how much I weigh (too much I'm sure) SIGH. I have a cell phoneI'm an only childI have a boyfriend/girlfriendI love xangaI'm a vegetarian…

  • From 10/12 Washington Post:Cyber-Catharsis: Bloggers Use Web Sites as TherapyBy Yuki NoguchiWashington Post Staff WriterWednesday, October 12, 2005; Page A01Walker White never kept a diary, but when his wife, Lindsay, wa…

  • So I have 2 different sets of pilates DVDs. Each has 10 min work outs. 1 has 4, the other has 5. My bf is going to do them with me because he knows I really want to ^_^. We were supposed to start today but did some othe…

  • So I think I told yall before that the drug stores seem to have not caught up with the new laws yet. While Ephedra is now legal, it is not easily accessible. In short: you have to order it. That is a problem for me beca…

  • I'm a fatass ANA Beatriz Barros OMG, STFU, look at her hip bone in that picture! -_-" arg see it bigger here: http://www.index.hr/images/ABB01V.jpg

  • So today was actualyl pretty good! Mt firdays used to be so candy ridden but since I onyl have 1 2 hours calss and get to go to my bf'sin teh morngin and sleep a few more hours as appossed to my 2 4hr classes back to bac…

  • Well, SonyBony wanted someone to give up candy with her and I've decided that is good idea. Now a candy bar is not just the candy in the check out line at the crocery store. Use your common sense. Kudos, for example, ar…

  • OMG.. Shoot Me please I wanna die a beautiful death.

  • Binging.... I've been binging sinse I got home at 7:30(?) Kudos... Ice Cream... Rice Krispies... twislers... I feel so sick, I'm not hungry, even though I am STUFFED, I JUST KEEP EATING. I'm actually trying NOT to th…

  • Ephedra I didn't know the ban on ephedra had been lifted (April 14, 2005)... As an Ana follower I am ashamed of myself for this oversite. I don't know about any of yall but I'm getting some ephedra this week! (I'…

  • Yesterday my boss asked me if I'd lost weight... I haven't lsot any lbs and I'm not seeing the flab coming off. It's always so akward for me though because it's like... I wanna be skinny, and I want people to think I loo…

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