I'm being disowned.
Last night my parents told me that if I didn't stop seeing Chris they
wouldn't continue to help pay for school. There was even a mention of
disowning me. As of now, I'm finishing out this quart…
Did some measureng today...
Now
Before
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Gisele
Adriana
Tyra
Alessandra
Height
171.5cm
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OMG OMG OMG OMG
He wants me to move in with him T_T
We've talked about this before. We've been off and on for about 2 years
now. Last time we were engaged and to me it was an after marriage type
thing. We'd k…
My weight is still fluxuating, I can tell when I've beena bad
girl. but it's never above 147. I'm not sure when I'll start my new
plan. It doesn't feel right to start yet. I'll know, probably once I
start excersising…
It's been way to long since I updated this thing.
Friday was amazing!!! XD
Friday it rained and just the day b4 I'd told Chris that one of my
dreams was to kiss him in the rain. It pourd friday too... …
Uh, oh. CHris bit my lip too hard yesterday o_o Luckilly by the time I got
home the teeth marks had disapeared. Where his teeth actually peirced
my lip (yah, he bit me hard, my eyes started watering) were a little
red…
I got class in 15 mins adn after school i go straight work so I'm not
gonna be able to comment today, so sry... but if you want me to hit you
up just leave me a message and I promise I will!!!
Sunday we celebrated…
Happy Birthday to me!!!
I'm 18 now, yay... After work yesterday I went over to my friend
ALex's houe and daced for hours as usually only this tiem my curfew was
extend 2 and a half hours. But it didn'yt really matte…
Today was a good day...
It's been a long time since I've seen you, 4 months... The longest I've
managed to be away from you and yet is seems so much longer... I
thought I might never see you again. That life I'd p…
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She's decided her entries are getting "way too personal" and is
switching to protected.My theory is that any "stories" or anything else
like that was stollen and she's switching to pr…
Thursday, May 5th,
I pour out a peice of my soul to you girls, I tell you about my
suicidal thoughts, desperation, my pain. Do you know what happens?
SOMEONE FUCKING STEALS IT. cut_my_wrists_x_black_my_eyes …
Hanging out with Chris Thursday before school. I don't have class 'til 2:40 and I can be to school between 7:30-8:00 "to do my web page" (for my fundementals of design class) His metro stop is on the way so I'm gonna st…
I still love him, damn it.... Why can't I stop loving you? Why does the thought you make me cry? Because I can't ever have you again... But what's stopping me? I mean... I broke up with him because of religious stuff an…
Me and my ex (Chris) are talking again. It's nice to have a real friend
around. Sure, I know I have lots of "friends" that I can joke and hang
around with but I can't tell them anything, they don't know me. I have
Kat…
Thanx for the comment's girls, I really needed them and sorry I freaked
out on you all. I guess my life is coming to a pivot point right now an
I'm not quite sure which way I'm gonna turn.
I'm questioning my faith…
I just want to puke violently until my insides bleed, until it doesn't feel good anymore. I want it to hurt. Please read this post, please comment. I need you all so much eight now. I'm still so depressed.... I've nev…
I NEED NEED NEED HELP!!!!! PLEASE HELP ME...
I was doing great!!! I'd drinkin' nothing but water and a fuze (fruit flavored vitamin water, called the "slenderizer" -10 cals)
Then I ate 5 candy bars.... and bein…
Arg, i was doing so well yesterday.... and then I blue it. I'd had 2 bagels and a Fuze (5 cals) all day and I planned on that being it.
But I wanted to learn how to cook the chicken cashew!!! arg!!! I was gonna put it i…
A lot of people seem interested in the contest! I'm glad. Having
yall around is real motivation. But I want to remind anyone who
commented on here about the contest that is being run at
http://www.xanga.com/mianas_re…
