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  • Sorry I didn't update yesterday. the computer lab i was in has a corrupt font file so i can't read anything on my site or half of yalls. But I'm here today. I'm disgusting, it's like... the closer I get to my goal the b…
  • I'm pathetic, I'm all distraught... When I woke up this'morning I couldn't weigh myself because my dad was getting ready to take a shower. So i don't know know how much i weigh today :( My lowest yesterday was 131.5 tho…
  • Yesterday: 137 Today: 133.625 Was 137 yesterday morning, I wanted to die but I think I still had some food in my stomach from the night before. Well, I ate a tomato with salt for lunch/snack while my boy ate some cereal…
  • I gained 1/4 a lb the intire time I was at Otakon SWEET. I can fix this I gave my bf srep though and obviously I can handle it alot better than him... he gets a fever everynight and sometimes around noon, it lasts for …
  • My parents are going to loan me the money, LOAN, I have to pay them back. Who knows how or when i'll be able to do that... On my pd, so fat now -_-" I keep looking at myself and seeing how disgusting I am. I weighed mys…
  • t doesn't hit you until how broke you are until you can't even dish out the 1.30 u need to mount your homwork in Digital photography class so the teacher with sympathy in her eyes hands you an old example that you can us…
  • 32.75 half a lb in one day can I keep it off?? My goal really does seem at hand... 125/120 What do I do when i reach my goal??? I feel like I'm full of Adrenaline. They're right, nothing tastes as good as thin fe…
  • I haven't really counted cals in a long time, I just stopped worrying about the numbers in between and just the goal at hand. Not counting cals, just eating as little as possible, doing things the "hard way" (taking t…
  • So I lied, wasn't really home to update. Spent most of my time catching up on misxed school work, and sleeping but MOSTLY with my boyfriend. Since my family's gone right now I don't have to worry about how much time I…
  • Hey girls!!!!! So I'm back from the beach... we'll see what damage was done tomorrow morning. Usually I go to myrtle for a week and come back with uber light hair and really dark skin. This time I left Sat and…
  • 137.5 today. leavig nfo rthe beach tomorrow and I cna't find my suit >.< Still not really lookgin forward to the celulite on my hiny showeing, I'm no bathgin suite model. I'm actually starting to be HAPPY with my…
  • I know i can get sloppy with my typing, but MAN did yesterday suck :-p I'm going to teh beach monday and tuesday and I'm back at 140, arg, ARG better then teh 148 I waswhen i started this in Sept (?) and teh 146 when I …
  • for those who asked, i've never taken laxies, I think the minute maid lights I'm drinking so much are giving my the indegestion and crap that has steadilly been getting worse for the past 2 weeks. I need to drink more w…

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