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  • ARG, my weight... one day I'm in complete control, and the next day I just wanna cry. Tuesday I was crying. I was forcing my body NOT to vomit on the keyboard. The movie theater popcorn made me SOOO sick. T_T The corps…

  • this year last year It looks pretty much the same... But thats because I was the same weight, actually that was probably more like November before thanx giving. But I got caught and had styart all over ab…

  • 136.25 okay, so I updated really early this smorning, it has a whole bunch of numbers, my weight, my bmi, my calorie intake for yesterday, and what I need to do to lose weight... you can check it out, here are some pics…

  • Weight Goal Stats Current WeightYour weight is 137 lb as of 09/24/2005. Weight GoalYour goal is to weigh 120 lb by 01/01/2006 Goal ProgressYou are currently 17 lb above the target weight. The deadline for yo…

  • My weight is slowly going back down... I can handle it right now, and I'm not binging as much. I purged last night though because I got kinda depressed with myself I wanna feel empty. Well I've decided I'm gonna die I …

  • I'm Dieing Thanx for the help girls Esther Cañdas' my new my role model... she's 5'10 and 101lbs that makes me wanna cry... I've got to get skinnier, I haven't been binging as much though, maybe it had to do with my pd…

  • Heidi and her preg belly, isn't she cute ^_^ One of the classics, you see it every where but she looks gorgeous. But this is probably my favorite thinspo EVER I just wanna giant poster of it on the wall... but I …

  • Period... it sux, I want it to go away Last tiem I checked I was 137 something... Better then 140 To think I was 134 for awhile and that my lowest weight is 120/125. I'm such a fat ass. THINSPO!!! These women's makeup…

  • Suite Dreams shut down her site... right after she said she was running away with her cousin and asked what state I was in...I wanted to herlp her, I could have given her some money for food or a place to stay over night…

  • i didn't buy from the vending machine...i'm so thirsty... I'm going home now to see my boyfriend, take a nap, and have some fun before I go back to the 'rents. SIGHPleae don't eat to do... I wish someone would just beat …

  • vending machinemmmm CHEETOSi want a snickers too...crap, i got the wrong one *eat it then gets the snickers too*FUCKI don't know what the hell to do I hate myself.

  • i just can't stop binging... i have no control i'm so lost what do i do i wish i could purge people DAMN DAMN

  • so I was thinking, what was I doing before that i'm not doing now? (other than NOT eating)Well, once upon a time i drank 8 glasses of water before i ever reached 3 o'clock.I did situps.I walked more.All ate was tea, chic…

  • Sorry I havn't been updating girls :( I can only update when I'm at school! I don't have a cmoputer at home and i don't want to use my boyfriend's computer for obvious reasons.I'm SO FAT. I got myself down to 139 today b…

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