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Well I guess it's time for yet another update...

This past weekend was ALOT of fun!! Saturday morning didn't turn out so great but by 3 it got alot better! Me and Jason went out to lunch and went to Home Depot to pick out paint chips since we're EVENTUALLY gonna repaint our room. Hopefully sometime in May. And we went to the Russell Stover's store and got Easter stuff for everyone here. Then we came home and watched Devil's Rejects and ate a caramel apple that had WAY too much caramel on it. And the caramel wasn't even that good...so I ended up just mainly eating the apple lol.

Sunday was alot of fun too. We all got our Easter baskets and had dinner...even though we ate at like 1 something lol. Then me and Jason left and since he hadn't really gotten me anything for Easter he bought me like 4 candles...and I LOVE candles so that turned out to be better than candy...candy makes you fat anyways. That was a pretty fun day too! It just got freaking COLD outside.

And well this WEEK has kinda been the same old same old. Still really cold and it's been raining...the raining part I like...the cold? I'm so sick of it. I was ready for it to get warm for once. But...next Wednesday I think is when it'll REALLY start to again...hopefully it'll keep warming up. I'm just not looking forward to the HEAT but oh well it's cool.

Okay well I think that brings this post to an end...not alot going on...except...

Today is me and Jason's 7-month anniversary ALREADY! It's hard to believe I've been with him for over half a year...it's nice though...I can't wait til we hit a year...that'll come in no time I know it =]

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Well this past week && weekend didn't go by too bad...

All last week was kinda boring since Jason was working. I just hung out in the room and cleaned and went with Kimmy to take Sadie to the vet. It rained most of last week so that was a major plus. And did the daily tanning thing. I got new lotion and went 15 minutes in a 10 minute bed so that helped alot! The lotion I was using didn't work worth crap and I wasn't getting dark fast enough. It burned my face but you can't really tell. It just hurts lol.

Saturday was probably the funnest day I've had in a while. I had to majorly clean the room Friday and then again Saturday because it manages to get trashed overnight and of course Jason spilled a drink. That's just how it always goes. But that's okay because I do it all the time too!

Well onto Saturday. I had my first experience going to the drive-in. Man...I'm happy we'll be doing that alot because I had so much fun! We went to McD's because that's just a Nicole and Jason kinda thing to do! Then we saw Blades of Glory and Premonition. Both really good! Blades of Glory was just fucking hilarious and Premonition was creepy as hell...yet confusing as hell. I expected the ending to be totally different but it didn't make much sense either. In fact...no sense at all. But...that's okay because it was a good movie.

The downside to Saturday that really wasn't so bad? We took Adam's truck and the battery died 30 minutes into the first movie. So we had to get these speakers and roll down the window. Not too bad. It was kinda chilly but okay. Then OF COURSE it had to start raining! It rained off and on about 3 times. The last time it did it poured about 3 different times. That part was kinda fun but Jason's window was down and his shoes were off so his socks kept getting wet lol. But all in all? It was a really fun night! We went to Quik Trip after for big drinks and some strawberry gummies i was craving. We didn't get home until after 1 in the morning but it was just really fun. I can't wait til we do that again!

Then yesterday me and Kimmy went shopping everywhere it felt like. Even tho it was just a few places. We're re-doing the bathroom so we ended up going to Gordman's twice. That part kinda sucked because by the last time we went my legs were hurting so bad. I was ready to just fall over. I didn't get to see Jason as much as I wanted to but that's okay. I think this weekend he's taking me on a special date day. Me and him haven't gone on one of those in forever! Buut I guess you can consider Saturday night our 'date night' lol. All I know is me and him are going to Applebee's for lunch. And everything else will be a surprise! And he weighed Macie and Chloe yesterday. Macie's already over 6 pounds and Chloe's over 5. Now THAT'S insane. I remember when they were 6 ounces! They really do grow up so fast...

Well I think that wraps up this post.

I'll update when something exciting happens...

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i guess it's been WAY too long since i've updated but no one uses xanga and so i'm sure no one will read this. but whatever...

ALOT has happened since new year's....

both puppies are already over 3 months old...i swear raising them was LITERALLY the hardest thing i've ever had to do...and i did it all by myself......i ended up getting to keep both of them. at first jason's cousin was gonna take chloe...then that didn't work out...so arika was gonna take her when she came for spring break....and luckily that didn't happen either. i couldn't give her up now anyway...i've had her too long and gotten just as attached to her as i did with my macie.

moving on....i officially moved in with jason february 20th...sooo alittle over a month ago.....but sometimes things can get so bad that i wonder if he REALLY wants me here........things he says...things he's said alot lately makes me wonder. oh well....

i got my first really bad bladder/kidney infection. i still don't know which one it was lol...it sucked and lasted over a week...and really started the day before jason's 19th birthday...i thought his birthday was gonna be great...now i feel horrible for not making it so great....it was kinda like any other day...except going out to eat and then getting ice cream cake...idk maybe the big 2-0 will be alot better for him.....

arika was here all last week for spring break...then we took her back on saturday......i really miss having her around...now that jason works again...it was nice having someone to REALLY talk to...but she'll be back so it's okay...last weekend when we got her my mom brought my nini and rylie...god i miss them...not rylie as much because he's a little prick. but my nini was actually happy to see me........if my mom wasn't so attached to her i'd take her for myself lol

oh and i'm not blonde anymore...brunette AGAIN. and it looks way better than blonde or when i had it dark brown the first time. and i managed to lose like 15 pounds...it feels like i've gained 5 back hahaha...

other than that......well that's been my life...me and jason's 7 month anniversary is coming up...now that's crazy...i remember when i first started talking to him........and then i think 7 months isn't that long...and here i'm living with him already lol...i guess moving in with someone officially after about 6 months is pretty okay.....yep.

so now i'll post SOME pics that i've taken since then =]

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 back in oklahoma? already??

it's weird being here mainly because it feels like i never left. that doesn't mean it seems like missouri never happened but...i thought it'd take me at least a week to get back into the swing of things around here....it took maybe an hour or 2....idk it's just so weird not being in missouri anymore...even if it's only for...about 37 1/2 more days................and being away from jason is what's KILLING me the most...i mean i know that i said the first time in missouri was the best time of my life..but hey that was only 2 days compared to this..40 days i was there? it can't quite compare......i got so used to everything there and everyone there and since it's me i got attached to everyone and just how things go there. and i mean when i go back in february it's for good and i can take my macie back and chloe for sara -- so that'd be like a peice of oklahoma i'm taking back with me...and a little peice of gretchen && rylie. i just hope these babies make it to 3 weeks since my mom said they're not gaining weight as fast as she wants. but she'll call the vet tonight to know what she needs to worry about and all that. but anyway all that crap aside i guess i'll post some pictures...alot from my last weekend there and some from the night of the Trans-Siberian Orchestra concert.

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 MY GRETCHEN IS FINALLY A MOMMY!!

too bad she ended up basically rejecting her babies. we lost one -- adrian. the little runt. i think gretchen got too rough with her or something. i'm still sad i never got to meet her. my poor arika too. she was gonna keep adrian if she made it...they buried her at my gramma's i guess christmas day or the day after. anyway...the day after christmas we all went and saw Trans-Siberian Orchestra. omg if you haven't seen them...GO when they come back. they're so awesome now i see why kimmy likes them so much lol. anyway christmas was awesome. i got a white gold, 1/2 karat, 5-diamond princess cut ring from my jason...and the autographed cradle of filth cd OF COURSE. =]

then i get to keep my macie when i get home...and bring her back here with me february. idk about this moving business. i think i'm gonna try it out here in february and still have arika and my mom come back in march for spring break those 3 days or so. then i'll go down there in may for mother's day and my bday then come back here hopefully the day of my birthday and mom and arika can stay the night or something.

anyway i'm gonna post some pics now of the sweet new babies. chloe i guess will probably be renamed maddison by sara since sara gets her. i'm happy about that...that way they'll only be like 5 minutes away from eachother. and we'll have some missouri dachshunds :>

of course macie would have to go back w/ me to oklahoma for the dachshund dash!

^MY SWEET BABY MACIE.^

^THE DAY MACIE WAS BORN. CHRISTMAS EVE.^

^BABY CHLOE :>^

^ADRIAN. R.I.P.^