Friday, May 16, 2008

• Crazy chicks.
  I love them.

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  I haven't been recording any of my intake today.  Lame.

  
  1/2 apple. 45 cals.
  strawberry, pomegranate, blueberry slush. 60 cals.
  2 pieces of toast. 200 cals.
  canola oil. 120 cals.
  3 bites of Kashi cereal and soymilk. 100 cals.
  8 Crackers. 120 cals.
  Chicken Soup. 220 cals.
  more fucking bread. 100 cals.
  fucking chocolate. 300 cals.
  Emergen-C. 35  cals.
  Strawberries, apple. 60 cals.
  handful of raisins. 80 cals.
  tuna. 130 cals.
  
  Too much fucking food.
  1570 cals.
  
  If I could purge it all I would. 
  

  
  

  Stretching?
  
  
  TBA

  

  In order to truly be ana...you have to allow the sickening mentality of it to sink into your flesh, your bones, your mind.  Let the entire feeling of deprivation, starvation, mutilation, flow through your veins.
  Become closely associated with the feeling of desparity when you are forced to eat by others.
  Recognize the unceasing desire to be smaller and better, and the itching irritation with your own flesh and fat.
  You are bones and anything stopping you from that is hindering your beauty.
  Jealousy.

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