60 days ago God put me on a road and I'm proud to say I am still on that road though the road has not been without its highs and lows.  I want to thank everyone for their support.  The mass of people who prayed for me and contacted me just blew my mind.  Thank you so much for your faithfulness that you have shown through your accountability.  I figured originally I would stop counting at day 60 and be done with it but I fear the ugly head of addiction is still pulling at my mind.  I have had a very hard time as of late and I do not know why that is but I now know this could be something I deal with for the rest of my life.  If you can find it in your heart to put in a prayer for ole' Red I'd very much appreciate it.  I know God has a plan and in his love grace mercy and will I place my trust. 

May God bless you all.  Remember I get bored easy so if you are suffering the same give me a ring or drop me a line after this week (I'll be out of town).  I love you all!! you little freaks of nature you!!

PEACE

Shoe leather.  I've tasted a lot of shoe leather lately.  I don't know exactly why i've been tasting shoe leather but I have.  Must go along with this cynical streak i'm currently in.  Its sort of like a rut, with humor, not very good humor, well actually a lot of negative disparaging humor but there is humor!!  Guess working in a place where all you hear is negative can take its toll on you.  Though when confronted with the fact that you are negative the first thing you think is "of course I'm negative I deal with stupid people all day long".  It's not a question that you are its almost accepted.  Which is not good at all.  I've never been one with a sunny disposition by any means.  But I used to try to be positive about things.  Yea, tha changed.  So I guess this is me asking for prayer to be able to see the brighter side and not focus so much on all that is wrong. 

Anyway, I began this post with clear thought and now I don't even remember the first line.  Oh thats what I was saying....

Have a good one...

Peace