| | I am sorry for writting that below... I am doing better now... I think.. thank you all that wrote a comment.... I am sorry you had to see me that way.... after writing that I did lock myself in my room and then noticed it was storming outside so I decided to have some fun.... heheh lightning and rain is fun.... and my mom became worried that I was outside running everywhere so she started crying and she finally realized that it was her I have been sad for.... I know that I shouldn't become so emotional for this but yeah... I used to be just a nobody that would be around with no one paying attention to.... probably seems bad but actually it isn't... that is why I got so sad yet angry towards my mom..... I like to be left alone a lot.... being alone I don't have to worry about other people's feelings.... as you have noticed I have wroten below without even thinking about other people's feelings like I do quite often..... so sometimes I am heartless..... but as for the feeling bad for things I have done happen to me all the time.... so as I said before.... I am sorry... And thanks everyone for being there for me.... I have calmed down... basically remembering there is more to life including the fact that I probably won't see my mom much next year for going to college.... so I don't have to worry much about her..... also I have friends...... and who knows what future has in store... farewell for now |
| | Posted 3/27/2004 10:10 PM - 1 view - 0 comments
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