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  • hm. let me try to explain.......... this is where you add a comment and answer these questions about me........ seems like no one understands.. 1. What is my worst flaw?2. What is my best characteristics?3. Do you consi…

  • hm. how am I today.. I don't know..... I donated my blood yesterday. it was fun... I find pain to be enjoyable.. the second they stuck that big needle into my skin I couldn't help but laugh..... and then when they got to…

  • Um here is another poem I created out of sheer boredome...... Touching me so gentlyMaking me feel more comfortableFeeling more relaxedBelieving everything you say. Now you push me aroundGrab ahold of meNot letting me g…

  • Counting On Me Lyrics Why can't you ever back down?Why can't you just shut your face?Oh god the feelings I feelWould get me thrown in a cageYou're the one who's always screaming at meI'm the one that keeps your lives so…

  • god...... I just want to run away..... I am just a disapointment for everyone....... why?????? to many fucking whys....... why do I have to live? Why do people see good in me? why do I continue to live? why do I try so f…

  • um....... hello.... sorry I haven't updated lately.... I have been busy....let's see..... First of all Saturday was Renasaince Fair..... yay... I ended up with a sunburn though even though it was partly cloudy..... sword…

  • "What evil creature are you? {New Result, More Questions!}" - Results: You are a Vampire. You live for the night, you drink the blood of others, and have no sense of guilt. Cool, you are like me! We should t…

  • great..... more fucking drama for my daily teenage life..... I am so sick of it..... let's see... get in trouble from parents for they found out that I am cutting again..... the reasoning for my cutting *uses honesty* is…

  • hmmmmm..... same shit different day..... got another detention for being my stubborn little self..... still have no emotion...... but ohwell... hey.... go ahead, say as much crap that you want to towards me..... I have l…

  • hehehe..... I have freaking lost my mind..... no worse...... I lost my soul...... my soul has been stolen from me.... but you know what... I am happier that way..... I don't have emotions anymore... oops I used the word …

  • whoever said that life is wonderful needs to be shot repeatedly... not killed but shot.... that is all I will tell you... everything else is none of your goddamn business..... all I will tell you is it involves my brothe…

  • yay.. got phoneline back..... still crappy.. it is making me decide whether to search or chat.... bastard... oh well..... today was going to go to the movies.... but didn't know which one friends where going to see and t…

  • I don't have a phone line anymore so I have to go to school now to update this site and I won't be able to read my emails.. I am probably going to end up with a million.... anyway... I wouldn't be online today anyway sin…

  • before leaving house.... felt like I don't want to be alive yet don't want to be dead.. just wanted to hide.... hide from all that has been said..... okay I will stop rhyming now.... I just got down creating my gothic li…

  • some more lyrics I tend to love...yay And I have lost all ambition - No more driving force behind me - My emotions just stopped working - No more love to give inside me - And a cold and icy network has replaced the vein…

  • The Confidence Test Kayla, your confidence level is low As a result, while you may see yourself as a great, focused, or energized person some of the time, on most days you probably f…

  • blah... sorry. I feel like crap.. another day of acting like I am completely satisfied with my life... I haven't slept since Tuesday.... and it is now Monday... hey it has been over 100 hours and my brain isn't functioni…

  • Sorceress Edea: Squall Leonhart: Squall Leonheart is more or less a loner, and doesn't take anything from anybody. He carries the Gunblade, and the handle of the weapon is like a revolver, and has a blade instead of…

  • hello all.... I am at my grandma's house right now since I was getting too stressed out at my own place.... especially with my grandpa getting disillusional thinking that he is dead.... and getting sick from drinking too…

  • Hello..... I am through putting pictures up... it is getting too much to be a fan site... but there is nothing wrong with that is there...... hmm..... what is going on in my life? My grandpa is in the hospital because he…

  • fan art.. heheh.. i will quite after this posting..... hehehhe..... just wait til I post the rest of the Final Fantasy's up heheheh... me crazy..... I don't think I will put as many pictures up..... especially for Fina…

  • More Final Fantasy 7 Pictures Cloud: *main character* Yay.... I found Sephiroth...... No one realizes it, but Cloud and Seph are the same. In everything but circumstance they're identical. If Seph had had e…

  • hehehe..... I am going on a Final Fantasy spree....... Final Fantasy RULES!!!!!!! hehehe.... I have Final Fantasy 7 through 10 need to get 10-2...... don't have that one...... my favorite is Final Fantasy 8.....…

  • Okay...... I am free agian..... yay.... anyway here are some lyrics I like from my favorite band "Garbage"...... It was my first favorite and I still love it..... later...... Happy when It rains I'm only happy when i…

  • help........ I have chained myself and I don't know how to unchain myself.... my wrists are chained together.... my wrist now hurt... and this is the second time this has happened this morning..... damn my fetish for cha…

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