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Wednesday, April 16, 2008

hope.

and... its gone now.

i feel like maybe it really is every man for himself.

can i say i really thought it would ever turn out different for me?

trying to shake the guns from my two hands but i cant.

what the hell am i doing on this stupid site?

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Wednesday, March 19, 2008

shh.

dont tell them im back ok?

i might just be visiting anyway, and i dont want them to know in case i leave again.

my whole world has given birth to me again. and i am born brave and breathing deep. alive. after all of this 43 feels hot. thats good. its about time the car didnt creak as much on the speed bumps. waking up.

its when you look back on a time and know you grew up then. or a person. knowing they healed you. everyone will know that we're talking to eachother on these posts we pretend are for anyone, and i dont care. dont ever let me get away.

then the ones you feel proud to be able to leave behind just smile. and so do i. and the days are still pouring over it all but air is coming in spring.

its real life now. and dreams are here but we're still awake.
eyes finally proud to be open.

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Sunday, January 28, 2007

and so

sings my soul

Chase

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Saturday, January 13, 2007

had a cool talk to jesse the other night

what do you think god is?

maybe he's just an identity we like to give things like truthhopecompassionlove. goodness. god is a manifestation of all that is good. if that is so, then there must be other manifestations of what is good. there are. the muslim, jew, bhuddist, and hindu all find the ideas of goodness and morality and love just as easily as the christian does. and when asked what "god" is, if we say goodness and morality and love, then hasn't the muslim jew bhuddist hindu person found "god"? so if all of these different gods spurt from goodness, then goodness, must be independent from god. what is good, is higher than what is god.

we dont strap bombs to our chests for good

we do for god

chase

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Monday, January 01, 2007

welcome home future

It's hard to write to no one

after mister myspace killed miss xanga.

I guess I'm still here etching thoughts into her tombstone.

Well, maybe its all just nonsense.

happy new year

Chase

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