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Went to see In Good Company... the movie was ok but Topher Grace is pretty hot, so it was better cause u got to look at him the whole time lol ~nate
swim pratice was hard today, mostly because i actually tried... lol... school was boring as usual tomrrow should be fun, Regional Cheering Compitition @ 10 then later in the night a party... we will see how it goes... …
ok... so midterms went well excpt for math, buti was expecting that one, its my worst subject. Life is ummm boring... god i still want to come out so badly, but im just waiting for the right time, or im scared, but now …
damit i just wrote this long up date and it didnt work fucking computers..
lets see.. i got a steal at GAP today... $54 shirt for $12 bucks.. YAY.... swim pratice was bad... but im a lazy ass so its good for me.. and i cant stop thinking about that hot guy at the swim meet last Saturday.. he …
What a boring Saturday... woke up way to early... sat on my ass till it was time for me to leave for my swim meet @ 12... Swim meet was Great both girls and boys won.. YAY.. and plus there was this HOT diver on the other…
YEAH..... ITS A SNOW DAY..... this is one of the few reasons us teens love living in Maine for.... relaxing.... then studying for midterms.. then the gangs meeting up to go sledding.. `nate
trying to study for the chem midterm tomrrow... ugg.. thats going to be a big bitch... talked to a new friend online last night.. who i met from youth group.. whos also gay.. no potential.. but another gay friend is alw…
at home bored... got out to school at 11:30 YAY... French midterm went ok history went ok as well nothing spectaular but w/e luvs... Nate
UGGG.. Studing is going bad.. i have French 3 and A.P. US. History tomrrow and im just starting to study.. OMG.. o well luvs ~nate
Went to the Varsity girls b-ball game last night... that was boring... but its just like when i went to all the football games this fall, you only go for the social aspect... lol i cant even remember the score.. only tha…
UGG... swim meet tonight at 7.. so i wont be home for awhile.. this fucking sucks today was good.. not much else to say.. ~nate
Today was ok.. kinda boring.. teachers started reviewing for midterms next week.. blah blah.. no swim pratice cause of the snowstorm coming tonight yay... Does anyone have that dream.. or like what they want when there…
School.. was actually ok today... we found out that if there is a snow day tomrrow or the next day we will only have 1 review day for midterms.. god damned head of academics at my school.. hes on a power trip.. making al…
to ppl out there who read that latest comment i got i have no clue wht their talking about i have not told my family im gay
Today.. Blah.. Blah as usual only 3 days of school this week then 2 days of review for midterms next week ugg.. guys are hot... well some of them... god sometimes i just want them... o well i think im going to come ou…
So... Winter Carnival was fun... the workshops were boring, but what else is new... The Dance was a blast as usual, good music, food and plenty of over fragranced / horny teens.. that about describes all dances for Hig…
Just got back from a Youth Group thing that went on for the whole weekend... had a blast met a guy, not really sure where its gunna go.. i dont even know if he knows im gay.. but im guessing he is ill tell the rest la…
First day back at school... ugg... nothing exciting happened, except one of my friends got this great COACH purse that was orignally $143 for only $65.. and its really nice too... Swim pratice... boring... same ol' thi…
I finished that god damn paper finally... ugg.. do our problems in life just ever go away.. i guessing NO.. so we have to deal with them face to face.. i just want ppl to know my secret... i really dont feel like actua…
so im feeling really good today, i think im going to tell a couple more of my friends my secret (im gay) lol.. im kinda tired of not being me... and really im not going to be any different.. its just there going to know …
So im happy and sad right now... Im happy cause 2 ppl commented YAY.. i want to meet ppl.... so ppl comment... im also sad cause i need to finsh a paper thats 5000 words for english yeah thats 15 pgs.. ugg.. god schoo…
I want to Come Out... so badly, but im scared.... i dont really think people will care..... i need to stop being this other person... at least near my friends, but i think they already know... i mean how hard is it for t…
New Years Eve Party was Awesome... to say the least Napolean Dynamite was so funny.. sherades at 3 in the morning makeing home movies at 2 in the morning Lots of good talks, and renewing of friendships.. it was a ni…