| dream among other things(my experiment went well and my theory seems to be right)
My dreams are now warped with weird and strange sex. Among other violent insane things... so I don't want to get into those parts.
I will mention the parts where I was in a parade with band instruments and being photo'd and happy. Along with the insane amount of 1111's all over the place. Lots and lots of 1111s everywhere.
So far my dreams are being changed very little from my writings. Except for the end results. The beginnings not so much.
I'm still trying to block out all the hates. I think someone is projecting them towards me.  which is really rather disappointing to me when I think I could not find anyone here nor there that I would hate or I would think would hate me.
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Visiting canada with many different hotels... one i was staying in was right beside a building made totally of glass. very beautiful. i took a long walk down the main street just because... i thought it should be snowing in canada by now but it wasn't. streets were clean and everyone was out mingling with other people. i seem to just meander around. no destination. people tried to get me to interact but i was just ignoring them. back to the hotel i went.
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| dreamI was in a room where many people dwelled. I found a little kitten. Grey and stripped. He was a handful and still in diapers.
Someone had moved my box of diapers though and I couldn't find them. Finally having to ask the "witch" from work where she thought they were. She had moved them from my side to another where the beds were. My cubby hole had been moved.
I grabbed the diapers really quickly then and started to try and unwrap and catch the cat at the same time.
I hears someone say I would be doing this for my own children one day.
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| dreamIt was my birthday. I was waiting in my room for my friends to become ready. I was updating my cellphone bill but it was going to cost me. Finally choosing the right plan I got up to start getting ready to leave with friends. I realized my glasses were messed up. They had melted. The lense no longer fit in the frame. I would have to fake it for a night.
We were dressed up nice. My two friends with their boyfriends and I went out to dinner. We chose a place to sit and this man came up beside me (i was sitting at the end of the table) and squirted red sauce all over my friends boyfriends place. He said, "do you remember me?" Then he proceeded to squirt this red sauce all over the top of my head. My birthday was ruined.
I stayed seated and started coloring in my coloring book over top all the men in masks. I colored their helmets red.
In another dream I found myself walking along the road. A man told me about the lost boys and how they disappear. I was worried my little ghost was a lost boy leaving behind his mother to wander. Actually I was wondering about that after I woke up from this dream. (the lines are so blurred sometimes)
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It takes an act of congress to be alone in my house. I had to act like a brat so I could be left by myself tonight. It was only for an hour but it was wonderful.
I did not know Manheim Steamroller and Trans Syberian Orchestra were two different groups. I had to "google" to find out the difference. It's not much but I do tend to like Trans Syberian Orchestra more than the Steamroller.
One is coming to Memphis... maybe both since I can't distinguish them from each other too well.
Tomorrow Tupelo is having a fair. It's starting the 3rd and ends the 12th. They're going to have pig races, monkeys riding dogs, and donkey basketball. I'd kind of like to go see the monkeys riding dogs for some reason.
The 18th starts my vacation. I was "complaining" earlier about how I wanted to go see Michael Buble but am not going to see him because it's too far away and expensive etc. I have found some other things I can do instead in town that don't require a hotel.
(why is it most fun things require a hotel?  )
There's a haunted ghost tour thing in a little town south of here. And in town there's a play about Bubba... A chilifest... And I think I have a dentist appointment.
It's not much but it will keep me busy.
What I could really use is... *dreams/wishes/fill in the blank*
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| Monday my mom and I went to the library. I picked up 4 books. I don't figure I'll read all of them in 2 weeks but I know myself and know I'll only read 2 our of 4 books I pick up.
I did find one that I really enjoyed. And another I probably wouldn't have bought if I had been in a bookstore instead of the library. The other two... well they will be taken back barely read.
One I've already start and am almost threw (tonights probably the night I will end it). Sarah by Marek Halter. It's really good. I've been drinking the books instead of reading it. It's the first in a 3 book series. I plan to go back and see if the other books are available at the library too.
The other book I brought home I will probably enjoy. It's called Thirteen Moons. It's about the life of a man that lives 100 years and his experiences. It's set old west... I haven't read it so that's all I know. And I may not even know that...
I plan on going back and getting some other books by Rutherford (irish setting books).
If I don't limit myself I'd buy more books than I can afford. So for a while I'm going to be visiting the library for my reading material.
In other news my bosses boss that started all the troubles at work to begin with was moved to another area of the store. She's no longer over my area anymore. A new woman has come in to supervise. She's barely in her 20s. I don't really care if she knows anything or not. I just hope she is not as backstabbing or two faced as the other one we had.
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