| | Yesturday I met this woman that teaches a class to people that want to learn CPR. I asked her when she was teaching the next class. It happens to be on the 3rd of December the birthday of my Uncle who actually died of a heart attack right before christmas one year. I thought the coincidences were weird. I will probably call up and join in because it is a good thing to know now. And the cost is only 26 dollars.
Yesturday was also a day that another weird thing happened. I do not know why this is always going on. It happens about once a year... someone is always trying to set me up with someone they know. I think it started from my friend Shellie. She would always try and "foist" me off on someone she didn't want to date and wanted to get rid of from hounding her. I think that's a very bad way to end up dating someone but I did go out and meet several of these people. Of corse it never worked out well and I think it's because of knowing why I was meeting them that this is why I am always paranoid about the other people who are trying to set me up.
I had a lady at work yesturday ask me if I was dating anyone. The first thing out of my mouth without thinking was, "no thank god". I am really not a good person when it comes to dating. I drive myself crazy trying to be something im not while hating myself for being someone im not trying to be. (did that make sence)
She said she had a friend that had never been married but wanted to date and that we could go out and double date with her husband and her sometime.
So this freaked me out all day. I am always wondering if people are trying to set me up because they like me or hate me. I asked another friend why people try to do this to find out maybe which one it was.
She said she wanted to set me up with someone because she liked the guy. (this felt rather insulting because it had nothing to do with me lol)
With that being said the holidays and dating totally suck for me. Which is why I have chosen most of my life not to date. And that is why I am very upset with myself most of the time in those situations because I would like to have what other people have but I really suck at all the formalities. And i eventually hate myself because of it.
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| | Posted 11/26/2007 10:37 AM - 22 views - 5 comments
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so date and have fun before reality sets in. or you'll windup(no pun intended)like me watching time slip away from an expensive watch with no numbers.
